I am the luckiest soul in the world. God ShreeNathji-Shree RadhaKrishn, accepts me as His ‘best friend’ and tells me that I am the only ‘friend’ He will ever have; He is also my ‘MahaGurushree’. 
With the kripa and grace of my Gurushree and of course Thakurjee Himself who is my ‘Mahagurushree’ there have been those precious moments when I have been graced with ShreeNathji’s Divine Presence and the gunjan (echo) of Shreeji’s Divinely sweet voice, where He talks and plays various leelas. At times this is the voice of a very young infant; at other moments like an older child or at times an adult talking about various happenings…
With God ShreeNathji’s Divine Kripa and His Divine wish I have launched His website in His name.
It details all information about Him, along with some of my personal interactions with Him.
This can be read at: www.shreenathjibhakti.org 
I am today in total surrender to Divine ShreeNathji who had accepted to be my MAHAGURUSHREE some years back;
I thank HIM for all the plays of Divinity that HE has made me a part of. 
All I can say today is; “Shreeji, Thank You for all Your Love and Kripa; I offer my self in totality to You, In my Mind, Body, Soul; I am surrendered to YOU!!
A small poem dedicated to Him; http://abhashahra.wordpress.com/poetry/
I love being at Vrindavan and cannot describe the feeling of anand and bliss that I experience here at Vrindavan Dham. I feel joy and anand around and bliss within; the vibrancy and magnetism of Vrindavan is unimaginable. Vrindavan is the place where I belong. My soul finds peace and feels totally at home here. This is my real home.
Recently I have added a name to my existing Abha Shahra. This earlier ‘personality name’ described only my mind and body; but now with my deep connection to the ‘awakened soul’ it requires that I add an extra dimension to the already existing personality.
So I add ‘Shyama’ – This is my awakened soul in total purity and bhakti, the ‘dot’ from where I am connected to ShreeNathji.
Abha Shahra ‘Shyama’: represents my Mind, Body, ‘Soul’
My unique spiritual journey and upliftment, from the Tamsic worldly life level to the Sattvik heights; is documented in my recently published book: ‘Zero 2 Dot’. http://www.zero2dot.org/
spiritual book
This has been possible with my Gurushree’s kripa.
This book is an authentic description about my journey into the eternal mystery of Who am I?
My book reveals the importance of the divya (divine) guru; he is one who can hold your hand and hand you over to God.
It proves how close God- ShreeNathji – Shree RadhaKrishn are to Their bhakts.
My book reveals the miraculous working of destiny and karma; in our lives.
It talks about Truth; Purity; Krupa; Grace; Bhao, Mahabhao; Divine Love.
Jai Shreeji!!
