…..This time, at Nathdwara, as I rested one after noon, I experienced this Divine happening, in full awareness.
It was the Mangala darshan, I was there at Shreeji’s mandir, pressing His feet, and He was talking to me!
He told me how tired He was, and no one presses His feet. He wants to go away from His Haveli here at Nathdwara.
“Dekho, koie mere charan nahin dabata, poore din mujhe khada rakhte hain; ‘Chalo Shreeji darshan dene khade ho jao’. Main tou thak jata hun”. (See, nobody presses my feet, they make me stand the whole day and tell me, Come on Shreeji stand up and give darshans. I get very tired).
I experienced this Bhao as I was half awake, holding on to Shreeji’s Charan.
I then ask Him, “Shreeji, Aapki left Bhuja bhi toh dukhti hogi, itne saalon se aap ne uper utha kar rakha hai”, (Shreeji, Your left hand must be tired too, holding it up since hundreds of years)”.
Shreeji replies, “Han” (Yes).
Incredibly, at that moment
HIS LEFT HAND COMES DOWN, AND CARESSED MY HEAD AND FACE IN LOVE AND BLESSING.
What can I say to such an experience!!!!
This close encounter lasted for a whole 45 minutes.
I woke up yet lost in this experience. Even after waking up I continued to feel the loving touch and energy of Shreeji’s hand on my forehead. I had to ask Gurushree about it.
It seemed he already knew about it and silenced me, telling me not to mention it to anyone for the time being.
“These are real darshans and I was not dreaming”, he told me.
What can I say; except it is some GRACE and KRUPA that I could be the receiver of this Love and blessings from my Shreeji.
…..from my book, “Zero2Dot”
Shreeji Ki Jai Ho!!