ShreeNathji Haveli श्रीनाथजी हवेली

(This post is about ShreeNathji Haveli at Nathdwara. It is a dialogue between Thakurjee ShreeNathji and this humble bhakt Abha Shahra, where He describes the facts which have caused Him to be upset and sad. Similar to the other Live interactions,this too is a divine writing)

श्रीनाथजी आज ग़ुस्से में बहुत सी शिकायत करते हैं.. श्रीजी, “देख, देख, मेरी हवेली की क्या हालत करी है इन लोगों ने. तोड़ फोड़ के रख दिया है, आभा शाहरा श्यामॉ..”
ShreeNathji – His “LIVE” interactions varta in today’s time period.

नवरात्रि चल रही है. श्रीनाथजी दर्शन के लिए हम नाथद्वारा आए हैं.

और जैसे की हमारा नियम है, सुबह शंखनाद के पहले श्रीजी के दरवाज़े के बाहर खड़े होते हैं. हम सुबह ४.१५ बजे मंगला दर्शन के लिए पीछे के द्वार ‘प्रीतम पोली’ के बाहर खड़े हैं.


श्रीजी हमारे साथ हैं और यहीं खड़े हैं, “देख, देख, मेरी हवेली की क्या हालत करी है इन लोगों ने. तोड़ फोड़ के रख दिया है. अंदर और बाहर से ठीक करने के नाम पे सब तोड़ दिया, फिर ऐसे ही छोड़ दिया. आभा शाहरा श्यामॉ, बाद में तेरा फ़ोन लेकर आना और दो चार फ़ोटू लेकर छाप देना. लिखना की श्रीजी बहुत नाराज़ हैं, क्या मालूम कब किसको सज़ा देंगे.”


“मैं नाथद्वारा छोड़कर निकलने वाला तो हूँ, मैंने बहुत दया दिखा के इतने समय से माफ़ करता रहा. लेकिन यह लोग समझने को तय्यार ही नहीं है. देश के बाहर जाकर पेंसिलवेनिया (Pensilvania) जैसी जगहों में बड़ी बड़ी हवेली बना रहे हैं ख़ुद के लिए और यहाँ जिस जगह “मैं” ख़ुद रहता हूँ उसे तोड़ फोड़ कर रख दिया है”.

(बहुत समय से यहाँ के अधिकारियों ने हवेली की दीवार तोड़ कर रखी है, आगे के द्वार पर और यहाँ पीछे के द्वार पर भी. यहाँ से अन्दर भी जब जाते हैं, तो पूरा रास्ता टूटा हुआ है, ऐसा लगता है हमेशा मुझे की यहाँ श्रीजी की किसी को फ़िक्र ही नहीं है. लोगों ने इसी बाहर की दीवार पर पान के छींटे भी थूके हैं.

कभी भी इस दीवार या दरवाज़े की सफ़ाई नहीं होती है. पुरानी सुखी माला यूँ ही टँगी हुई हैं. एक बहुत बड़ी बिल्डिंग हवेली से लगकर बना रहे हैं, लेकिन ना वो पूर्ण हुई, ना श्रीनाथजी की हवेली की मरम्मत करी गयी.

ईश्वर, ठाकुरजी का जहाँ साक्षात निवास है, मेरे लिए यह देखना हर बार, एक बहुत ही दुखदायक नज़ारा है.

ख़ुदगर्ज़ी ने सबकी आँख पर यह कैसा लालच का पर्दा डाल दिया है?

तिलकायत हों, बालक हों, सेवक हों, भक्त हों, या रक्षक हों, सभी श्रीजी को लूटने पर तुले हैं, यह सच्चाई बहुत ही अच्छी तरह बार बार श्रीनाथजी ठाकुरजी हमें अक्सर बताते है).


श्रीजी आगे कहते हैं, “और तूने भी देखा होगा, अंदर मेरे सेवक लोग जो “मेरा” काम करते हैं, कैसे हर समय अपने मुँह में गुटका और तम्बाकू चबाते हैं. ऐसे कोई सेवा करता है क्या? मंदिर के अधिकारी और बावाश्री भी अनदेखा करते हैं. पवित्रता कहाँ है”?

श्रीजी आदेश देते हैं, “आभा शाहरा श्यामॉ, तू जब मेरी हवेली के दरवाज़े का फ़ोटू लेगी तो साथ में मेरे दर्शन समय के बोर्ड का भी लेना. देख, मुझे इन लोगों ने बाँध दिया समय के लिए. मेरे गुसाँईजी ने मेरी सुविधा के लिए हमेशा १५ मिनट का समय रखा था, दर्शन खुलने में. इसलिए की कभी भी मैं अगर बाहर घूमने निकल गया तो मुझे १५ मिनट का समय मिले मंदिर वापस आने के लिए. अब मैं क्या करूँगा”?
( दर्शन के समय हमेशा से १५ मिनट के दायरे में होते थे, जैसे की; ५-५.१५, ७.१५-७.३०, ३.३०-३-४५. कभी भी एक बँधा समय नहीं होता था. जो नाथद्वारा जाते रहते हैं, उन्हें यह मालूम होना चाहिए. श्रीजी को हमेशा से १५ मिनट का समय दिया जाता है मंदिर वापस पधारने के लिए. यह नियम श्री गुसाँई जी ने शुरू करा था, श्रीजी की सुविधा के लिए. भाव है की अगर श्रीजी कहीं खेलने गए हों तो उन्हें श्रम ना हो भाग कर मंदिर वापिस आने के लिए, श्रीनाथजी प्राकट्य वार्ता में इस का ज़िक्र आता है).


आज्ञा अनुसार मैंने फ़ोटो ले लिए. फिर आगे मुख्य द्वार, लाल दरवाज़े पर भी गए, वहाँ भी बोर्ड पर दर्शन समय बाँध दिया था. और यहाँ भी परिसर कितनी ख़राब हालत में है, यह सभी भक्त जानते हैं.

कुछ फ़ोटो इस पोस्ट के साथ रखी हैं, देखिए, सोचिए, समझने की कोशिश करिए.
हम लोग क्या वाक़ई में श्रीनाथजी की भक्ति और प्रेम करते हैं, या फिर सिर्फ़ अपनी ज़रूरत पूरी करने ठाकुरजी के मंदिर तक जाते हैं?

श्रीजी की सेवा में, उनकी आज्ञा से,

आभा शाहरा श्यामॉ

Imagine the most powerful divine Shakti SHREENATHJI “Lives” here. WHERE ARE THE AUTHORITIES WHO ARE SUPPOSED TO TAKE CARE OF THE HAVELI AND SHREENATHJI WHOM THE ENTIRE NATHDWARA BELONGS TO.

What would the earliest sevaks Shri Vallabh Acharya and Shri Gusainji have done to these sevaks who do seva with such impure bhao?

Jai Shree Krishn 🙏

An earlier photo from 2015, of the back gate, Pritam Polee

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ShreeNathji “Live Varta” at His Paat utsav

 ShreeNathji “Live Varta” at Paat utsav:

ShreeNathji Paat Utsav at Vrindavan, Vraj Mandal “Shreeji Nij Niwas”, Vrindavan 

16th February, 2016; Magh Sud Naum, SV 2072

.. As Shreeji told me later,

“मैं तेरे माथे पर आकर बैठ गया था, सुधीर ने छूट दी थी, की श्रीजी जो दर्शन देने हैं आपको, आज सभी को दे दो. मैं पूरे रूम में भाग रहा था, एक बार तेरी फ़्रेंड से टकरा भी गया था, उसको बोला जाग, जाग.

स्वस्तिक को सुधीर ने मेरे कपड़े से ढाक कर रखा था, जब कपड़ा उठाता था, तो मैं तेरे माथे पर से स्वस्तिक में कूद जाता था. और फुलों के बीच भागता था, किसी किसी का मेरा दर्शन एक छोटी लौ के रूप में हुआ होगा. फिर वापस तेरे माथे पर आकर आराम करता था. इसलिए मैं तुझे नहीं दिखता था, मैं तो तेरे ही माथे पर बैठा था, तुझे कैसे दिखूँगा हा हा हा”..

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“Shreeji Nij Niwas”, THE most sacred place.

Jai Shree Krishn to all readers. This seems like a long post, but do spend some time reading it, as it is a unique writing on the personal experiences of bhakts about ShreeNathji divine play with them. ShreeNathji does His leela similar to the 84 Vaishnavas, 252 Vaishnav ki varta, even today in our world. Thoughts as comments are very welcome.

Do share and spread the darshans. Thank you.

This post is in continuation from the post of 19 February 2016.

These are the personal experiences of people, written and expressed in their own words. 

As you read ahead, you will notice few things;

What they experienced when listening to the music with eyes shut ,

What each one saw in the Swastik darshans,

The different darshans each one had on my forehead.

This room transformed to the most sacred place where ShreeNathji was fully Present and made us all a part of His divine Play. All the while Gurushree was in full control of the happenings.

Gurushree, Abha, Ritesh; A selfie after we had completed our pujans

Gurushree, Abha, Ritesh; A selfie after we had completed our pujans

As Shreeji told me later, 

“मैं तेरे माथे पर आकर बैठ गया था, सुधीर ने छूट दी थी, की श्रीजी जो दर्शन देने हैं आपको, आज सभी को दे दो. मैं पूरे रूम में भाग रहा था, एक बार तेरी फ़्रेंड से टकरा भी गया था, उसको बोला जाग, जाग.

स्वस्तिक को सुधीर ने मेरे कपड़े से ढाक कर रखा था, जब कपड़ा उठाता था, तो मैं तेरे माथे पर से स्वस्तिक में कूद जाता था. और फुलों के बीच भागता था, किसी किसी का मेरा दर्शन एक छोटी लौ के रूप में हुआ होगा. फिर वापस तेरे माथे पर आकर आराम करता था. इसलिए मैं तुझे नहीं दिखता था, मैं तो तेरे ही माथे पर बैठा था, तुझे कैसे दिखूँगा हा हा हा”.

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“Shreeji Paat”; Shri Yamunaji in the background, The flower Swastik darshans are also visible, Pujan complete.

So here are the experiences all had, written in their own words:

My own experience: 

In the fifteen minutes as per Gurushree’s instructions, when each one was viewing my forehead, I had this incredible experience.

As the sacred formations started on my forehead, I felt my spine come alive. Extraordinary energy flow happened from the base to my forehead.

I felt shivers along the entire spine.

Uncontrollable tears flowed on my face for the entire time period.

Incredible feeling of humility entered me, as I felt myself become one with Shree Thakurjee.

I felt enveloped in a fantastic feeling of devotion and bhao.

Suganchandji Kochar:

१६.०२.२०१६ को श्रीजी के निज निवास में नियम पूर्वक सजावट में प्रवेश करते ही मन प्रसन्न हुवा. दीवाल पे विविध लीला के दर्शन हुए.

स्वयं श्रीनाथजी स्वस्तिक के फूल में बाल स्वरूप प्रगट होकर दर्शन पाकर हम धन्य हो गए.

स्वस्तिक के दर्शन में फूल हिल रहे है ऐसा महसूस हुवा.

ऐसी श्रीनाथजी की कृपा हमेशा बनी रहे.

तथा आभा जी के मुख पर स्वयं श्री कृष्ण भगवान के बाल स्वरूप में दर्शन की अनुभूति हुई.

हम अपने आज की अनुभूति से धन्य हुए.

Millie Kirpalani:

I was so excited to visit Shreeji Nij Nivas and experience HIS energies. I remember waiting outside in the corridor for my turn – my heart was beating so fast my body was trembling I could not contain my excitement and nervousness at the same time. Could not believe I was one of the few chosen ones to witness this and to be actually present in HIS rest house .Thank you Shreeji for the permission and invitation .

As I sat inside and admired the amazing Leelas painted on the walls I felt so peaceful like I was a part of it like I have been there.

When Guruji asked us to close our eyes and wait for our turn to come 1 by 1 to look at what was under the white cloth in HIS shrine I felt so heavy and lot of pressure on my bindi then I called to Shreeji and asked HIM to please visit me be with me play with me.

After my 30 second Darshans of the flower arrangement of Swastik in yellow flowers and rest in orange red which was under the white cloth I saw within my bindi a Swastik and Shree signs merging it was quite an amazing vision ..

Then I got into a play of hide n seek with Shreeji I was calling out to him and was visualising him playing amongst us and hiding behind all those sitting there.

Once Guruji started the music of birds chirping my bindi area started to tingle and I don’t know whether it was my imagination or a voice frm down the hotel but I clearly heard a childlike voice saying Tum Kaha Ho !! I started to tear up and searched for that voice again while the music was going on but that was it for that split second –

then Guruji asked us to open our eyes and look at Abha. I was still in the thought of that voice I could not see initially on Abhas forehead ..

Thought I saw Lord Krishna with a flowing garment but then I clearly saw the face of Shreeji on top of her bindi ….what a miracle…. When Guruji asked us to come close and have a look I could not see infact I saw an Om but when I went back to my sitting place I saw the face clearly again !

The entire experience of being there witnessing the image of Shreejis face on Abhas forehead and having my own personal play with Shreeji was out of this world/ body – I didn’t want to leave wanted to continue my games with Shreeji.

As I came back to my room my eyes and head were so heavy I just wanted to sleep.

Thru the day felt so happy and energetic.My kids commented on how fresh I looked and we’re smiling as I was still chanting Radhey Radhey Shyam Radhey at 11.30 pm .I also felt a lot of heat in my hands till night all at home commented on that .

So grateful to my Shreeji Guruji and Abha mini Guru for this amazing spiritual enlivening visit to Vrindavan – what feels like home.

Shreeji Ki Jai Ho

Manju Jhanjaria:

Jai Shree Krishn, abha let me thank you  that I am a part of your  spiritual journey, which  from the depth I enjoy every moment.

It was so beautiful that I was there even though it was a short visit, but as Gurushreeji said the Shreeji ke Icha ke bina kuch bhi nahi ho sakta; so I was there for a day.

The morning at theShreeji neej niwas was such a lovey experience the energy was so much that we could feel it by our thoughts. It was full of positive energy which we could see and feel it.

As I closed my eyes I could only see bal Gopal and His Mukut which was very prominent.

And I saw the same on your forehead.

On the flower swastika as soon as I saw, I saw ladoo Gopal with a Mukut which was so obvious and when I came and sat with eyes closed I could just see ladoo Gopal.

Even on your forehead I could clearly see the Mukut and tilak and Gopala. It was very clear. I couldn’t believe it how can it happen but again Shreeji can do anything.

And when my eyes were closed and as I was engrossed I felt that someone woke me up wth just a soft push. And I got up and then couldn’t concentrate as then mind was conscious.

But I believe that because of your true sacrifice and devotion this is happening.

Abha, it is all because of ur strength.

But really the strength I gained in one day I just cannot believe for myself. I am blessed to have you in my life.

My path of life will never be wrong or do anything wrong to anyone as Shreeji, Gurushreeji, and you will always be there to guide.

Radhe radhe. Jai Shree Krishn Abha .

Arunaji Kochar:

श्रीजी के निज निवास में प्रवेश करते ही एक अजीब सी प्रस्सन्नता, शांति, पवित्रता महसूस हुई.

जब गुरूजी ने वस्त्र हटाया तो स्वस्तिक के दर्शन हुवे.

बाद मे जंगल में बालगोपाल के साथ बैठे है ऐसा प्रतीत हुआ. पंच्छीयोकि मधुर आवाज, पानी का झरना बह रहा है, मानो वहाँ ४ घंटे भी बैठने मिलता तो भी समय का पता नहीं चलता. ऐसी अलोकिक शांति थी.

और आभा जी के माथे पर लालन के दर्शन हुए.

साक्षात् श्रीजी वहाँ थे और हमें दर्शन दिए ये अनुभूति वहाँ हुई.

ये अवसर बार बार आये, आप सभी की उपस्थित्ति में हम धन्य हो गए.

श्रीजी की जय हो

Ritu Kochar:

इस बार का अनुभव बहुत अद्भुत था।  रूम में जाकर मन बहुत शांत था,वहा आँखे बंद करके ,धुन सुनते हुए ऐसा लग रहा था की किसी वन में बैठी हूँ,पक्षियों की मधुर आवाज़,पेरो के नीचे एकदम ठंडा लग रहा था ऐसा महसूस हो रहा था जैसे नदी किनारे हूँ।

आभाजी के मस्तक पर बालस्वरुप मुकुटधारी श्रीजी का मुख (जैसा गोवर्धनपर दर्शन हुए थे) और उसके ऊपर स्वास्तिक के दर्शन हुए।

बहोत अलोकिक, अद्भुत और सुन्दर दर्शन थे ।आज भी वह दर्शन आँखों के सामने है।

श्रीजी,गुरुश्री और आभाजी आपको नतमस्तक प्रणाम ।।दर्शन स्वरुपआपका आशिर्वाद प्राप्त हुआ।।।

Sarvesh Shahra:

When we entered Shreeji nij niwas, the place felt serene and sacred. I had not entered the room in some years and felt very blessed and privileged to be invited by Shreeji again to His Niwas sthaan..

The energy levels and the divine presence were alive in the room on that day.

The Darshan was a very nice experience and although it was for a very short time, it was divine.

I saw some light form running on the flower swastik. Later mummy explained it was Shreeji Urja running in this Form.

I saw the Shree श्री darshan on mummy’s forehead, which I have seen many times earlier also.

Post the Darshan, I left the room and was advised by Sudhir Bhai to return to my room and spend time alone and in peace.

Once I reached the room, I sat down on the sofa and felt absolute peace and calm. I went into a meditative state for almost 30 minutes; it felt like a deep sleep. I was in total peace. It was almost like I had travelled to another world.
Sheela Mepani:

Hi Abha

As we set down in Shreeji’s room I felt I was at home, there was kind of warmth. On the flower swastika I saw some movement; at that point I thought I saw Bal Krishna moving.

But could be my imagination.

When we set with eyes closed I felt some movement on my head. My head got tilted upward and I started shaking. As I became aware It stopped.

On your forehead I could see some figure which I felt it was the BalGopal I saw earlier. I started crying. I could not control my tears. This was when there was no light.

You know I do not like to talk after any experience. So I went and sat in my room. Felt relaxed and sleepy. As I write now I have goosebumps.

Tushar Kochar:

सुबह जब श्रीजी के निज निवास में दर्शन के लिए बैठे हुए थे, तब अलोकिक शांति का अनुभव हुआ.

जब गुरुजी ने दर्शन के लिए बुलाया तब फूलो में सजे हुवे स्वस्तिक के दर्शन हुए.

जब गुरुजी ने म्यूज़िक शुरू करा, तो पंच्छीयोकि मधुर आवाज आ रही थी, ऐसा लग रहा था जैसे जंगल में शांत बैठे हुए है और मधुर आवाज़ आ रही है, ऐसी अनुभूति हुई.

जब गुरुजी ने आभाजी के मस्तिक पर देखने के लिए संकेत करा, तब मस्तिष्क के बायें तरफ़ पर आकृति नजर आई परंतु दुरी के वजह से आकृति पहचान नहीं पाए.

पाट उत्सव के अद्भुत दर्शन हुए.

Aradhna Sharma:

दण्डवत प्रणाम  गुरुश्री व आभा जी

श्री जी की अपार कृपा से हम दोनो को   दो दिन का व्रज वास मिला जोआनन्द की अनुभूति हम साथ लेकर  जा रही हूँ उसका शायद वर्णन तो सूर्यको दीपक दिखाने जैसी बात होगी

बहुत बहुत आनंद व दिव्य ऊर्जाओं का मिलन एक बहुत आलोकिक घटना थी. मैं उस आनंद से बाहर नहीं आना चाहती हूँ

Thank you Shree ji n Gurushree  gurumaa abha ji ritesh bhaiya ji for all the experiences

I am feeling lucky n blessed to be there with you all.

कोटि कोटि दण्डवत प्रणाम महागुरुश्री मेरे श्री जी

गुरुश्री   व गुरु माँ आप के श्री चरणो में दण्डवत प्रणाम

सादर स्प्रेम प्रणाम आभा जी

आप  सभी को मेरा बारम्बार नमन

श्री जी के चरणो में पटोत्सव की बहुत बहुत बधाई ।मेरे अनंत जन्मो के शुभकर्मों का फल उन पलों का साक्षी बनना ।मैं उन पलों में से बाहर नहीं आना चाहती। उन  पलों को मैं बार बार याद करते हुए अभी  वहीं पे ही हूँ ।दिव्यआत्माओं का अपने प्रभु से मिलन एक अद्भुत व आलोकिक अनुभूति । मुझे मेरे जीवन  में जिस पूर्णता की  तलाश थी उस रास्ते की तरफ़ मेरा पहला क़दम यही है

कहाँ से शुरू करूँ

मैं इन पलों का बेसब्री से इंतज़ार कर रही थी  व श्री जी से प्रार्थना कर रहीथी की मेरी आप से मिलने की सब विघन वाधायाएं दूर करे व मैं जल्दी हीआप के दर्शन कर पाऊँ ।श्री जी ने वैसा ही किया ।जब आप सब से मिली तो मुझे ये लगा की मैं अपने ही परिवार में आ गयी हूँ हर सदस्य ने इतनीआत्मीयता से हमारा स्वागत किया जिस के लिए मेरे पास शब्द कम है ।आपसे व गुरु श्री से मिलने को जो मेरे मन में जो चल रहा था की पहली बार आपसे मिलना है आप को कैसा लगेगा पता नहि मैं इस क़ाबिल भी हूँ कि आपदिव्य आत्माओं के सन्मुख जा भी सकती हूँ आप से मिलने की ख़ुशी व अंदरसे डर्र भी लग रहा था की आप क्या बोलेंगे

फिर वो पल आया जिस का मुझे इन्तेज़ार था आप से व गुरुश्री से मिलना मेरे मन में वो हलचल थी जो एक विधायर्थी की परीक्षा से पहले होती है मेरे साथमेरे पति मनोज जी मुझे बार बार समझा रहे थे। फिर आप गुरु माँ व गुरुश्रीसे बात कर वो डर जाने कब ग़ायब हो गया.

अगले दिन सुबह की पूजा में शामिल होना एक बहुत दिव्य अनुभूति है आप ने जब हम सब को तिलक किया व हमें ठाकुर जीआज्ञा तक इन्तेज़ार करने को बोला तब हम सब निज महल के द्वार खुलने की प्रर्तिक्षा में बैठे थे वो पल मेरे लिए बहुत लम्बे व अब अगर सोचूँ तो बहुत सुखद थे मैं ठाकुर जी को मन में प्रार्थना कर रही थी की जल्दी दर्शन दो प्रभु

मैं हरेक तरह से शुध रूप में अपने प्रभु से मिलना चाहती थी मेरे मन ये भावआया ओर मैं बहुत छोटी  बच्चीं के रूप में उन कीं बाल सखी के रूप में उनके निज महल में गयी

जिस पूर्णता का मुझे अनुभव हुआ  मैं निशब्द हो गयी हूँ

कोटि कोटि वंदन प्रणाम ।मैं क़िन शब्दों में आप सब का शुक्रिया करूँ बहुतबहुत धन्यवाद

सभी से मिलकर बहुत अच्छा लगा रितेश भैया जी ऋतु जी मिली जी आप की भाभी जी व  वो सब जो वहाँ मोजूद थ

आभा जी आप से एक बिनती है कि आप मुझे बताए कि आप गुरुश्री  से मेरा पहली बार मिलना हुआ कि मैंने अपना दिल खोल के आप दोनो से बातें की आप को कैसा लगा

जय श्री कृष्ण आभा जी

आभा जी ये मेरी ठाकुर जी से हमेशा प्रार्थना होती थी कि जो आप का दिव्य वृंदावन है मुझे उस  में प्रवेश दीजिये। निज महल में प्रवेश exactly वो हीथा I Every picture became alive in that room as he was present in that room. When guruji asked me to come n have darshan it was wonderful n amazing exprience of total satisfaction. N guru ji ne mere bhav ko samajh liya n he said ki aap ko poornta ka ehsaas ho raha hai  .Then i noded my head with a big yes .As I was not able to speak . I was feeling purity n divinty all time.

When guru ji told ki abha ji mein darshan karo, I saw Glittering golden n silver light coming out of your forehead and Shree ji swaroop was on that.

Aap ko mera barm baar pranaam. As guru ji was telling all this i felt Shree ji was present in him  When ever i rewind my memory,  it was Shree ji  who was giving instructions in gurujis swaroop. koti koti pranaam to gurushree.

My bhav as i have written was purest of pure. I became very small girl.

ये मेरी वो स्थिति थी कि  जब एक पवित्र व पाक आत्मा पहलीबार होश संभाल रही थी। मुझे ये लगा की  मेरा दिव्य वृंदावन में प्रवेश था।

And when Gurushree told ki we have to leave this room, i was feeling की वक़्त रुक जाये ठाकुर जी मुझे कुछ नहीं चाहिए मुझे यहीं से वापिस ले चलो अपने निज धाम। मुझे उस दुनिया में वापिस नहीं जाना।

It was my total samrpan at that point. Mujhe nahi pta ye sab jo mere sath hua ye  aap ko kaisa lage ga but it is what i felt  मेरा मन तो वहीं रह गया है।   मैं वास्तविक में सदा वहीं रहना चाहती हूँ उनके साथ उनकेश्री चरणोमें

मुझ से कोई ग़लती हुई हो तो छोटी बच्ची समझ कर माफ़ कीजिए

ठाकुर जी के श्री चरणो में बार बार माफ़ी माँगती हूँ  अगर जाने अनजाने में मुझ से कुछ भूल हुई है उसे क्षमा कार मुझे अपने चरणो में लगाए रखे
Manoj Sharma:

Jai shree krishn abha ji.

We are there in nij mahal.

I felt very positive energies there.

My mind was totally calm and no thoughts were coming in the mind .

When guru ji told we will feel Shreejis presence, I saw a web in front of me and it was full of bright peacock colour.

Secondly i got darshan of gau mata on Abha jis forehead  when she was sitting in the centre .

Shreeji in his lalan swaroop was also present there.

My total exprience was presence of positive energies

We always talk about our this wonderful  tour which is very close to our heart .

Abha ji i have no words to explain how blessed  n lucky I am feeling .

Thanks a lot abha ji

Nisha Khandelwal:

On 16th February 2016 at Shreeji Nij Niwas, I felt calmness and peace.

When Sudhir bhai instructed I saw the Sathiya made of flowers.I had darshans of three colour lights – Yellow, orange, Blue; which was moving very fast over the Sathiya in the form of a flame.

(Later Abhaji explained that it was Shreeji who gave us darshans in this Form)

On Abhaji’s forehead on the left side, I saw clear picture of ShreeNathji Mangla Darshan with silver outline of His Dhoti. I got goose bumps.

When I met Abhaji after an hour these marks, Darshans were not there.

Vrindavan yatra was a very different experience, amazing anubhuties!

Pragnaji Shah:

” श्रीजी निजनिवास ”

महासुद -९ ( १६-२-२०१६)
एक अलौकिक अनुभूति का अनुभव।
प्रथम आँखे बंध करनेके बाद … पीछे की दीवार पर स्वस्तिक चिन्ह है
उस जगह से ” गोकुल चाँद – गोकुल चाँद ” शब्दों की मधुर गूंज
कर्ण पटल पर सुनाई देने लगी.
बाद मे धीरे धीरे आँखों के सामने एक प्रज्वलित गोल घूमता हुआ महसूस किया।
मस्तिस्क और पूरे शरीर मे  कुछ प्रवाह  का स्पर्श महशुश किया.
आँखे खोलने के बाद एक अद्भुत शांति और आनंद प्राप्त हुआ।
” साक्षात + शांति + आनंद = अलौकिकता ”
श्री जी के जय हो …..
प्रज्ञा शाह का जय श्री कृष्ण

(These are all their personal writings and experiences. I have only corrected few grammatical errors).

Jai Shreeji, Jai Gurushree;

It has been an alokik anubhuti for all, and I express gratitude from all of us for the kripa and sacred divya darshans.

जो श्रम ठाकुरजी को हुआ उसके लिए क्षमा चाहते हैं,

प्रणाम,

आपकी आभा शाहरा श्यामा

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A group photo of all the people whose experience I have described above.

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“JAI HO”

 

 

 

 

Kadamb flowers

Sacred, Divine Kadamb:

When they bloom, the environment around smells sweetly fragrant; the fragrance is unlike any other flower.
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June, July is the month that the sacred Kadamb tree flowers in India. The blooms stay just for a month.

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Every year I wait for these blooms and try to go walk around them taking in as much fragrance as is possible.

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This unique fragrance is unlike any other flower and is very sweet. Because of this the Kadamb flowers are always surrounded by honey bees.

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My dream is, someday I might just be able to tent below these trees and enjoy them totally for day and night.

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I personally love this fragrance; in fact the fragrance stays for few days even after the flowers have dried. Whenever possible I take a branch of the blooms and keep in my room, taking in their unearthly fragrance even after they have dried.

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An ancient Kadamb at Kaliyadeh, a leela sthali of Shree Krishn.

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Kadamb tree and blooms are considered sacred as it is very closely associated with Divine Shree RadhaKrishn and ShreeNathji.

This is the tree under which the Divine couple spent time in Their various leelas. Vraj Mandal has numerous Kadamb trees.

It finds mention in all Hindu scriptures.

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This is a Kadamb tree from Nathdwara. As you can here see people worship the treetoo.
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These blooms are to be found in Mumbai. I have not seen them at Vraj Mandal

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Kadamb tree’s botanical name is Anthocephalus cadamba. It is a large tree with a broad crown and straight cylindrical bole. It is quick growing, large; has large spreading and grows rapidly in first 6-8 year and produces golden ball of flowers. The tree may reach a height of 45 m with trunk diameters of 100-(160) cm. The tree sometimes has small buttresses and a broad crown. The bark is grey, smooth in young trees, rough and longitudinally fissured in old trees).

Out of millions of shrubs and plants, it is claimed that the 27 Stars (constellations) constituting 12 Houses (Rasis) and 9 Planets are specifically represented precisely by 27 trees only—one for each star—since the character of the stars, the trees and the individual go together. The Kadamba tree is said to represent Shatabhisha (Western star name -γ Aquarii) star. The characteristics of this star are ascribed to the tree as also to the individual born in that star

Forgive All..

Forgive All..

“All your present experiences are rooted in your past karmas. So; Let go, Let be, Forgive all”.

As soon as you put this in practice, peace will be yours. You; and only you are responsible for all the good or bad that you experience in the outer or inner world. You are the creator of  situations in your life.

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This is a very ancient “Badh”(Banyan) tree.  I have a love of photographing old trees from all over India. I used this photo here as old trees exude some sort of wisdom.

 

ShreeNathji Mandir on Giriraj Govardhan

ShreeNathji Mandir on Giriraj Govardhan

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ShreeNathji Mandir on Shri Govardhan: A Panoramic view.

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Darshans here are of this ShreeNathji Chavi. The original Murti is now at Nathdwara Haveli. The journey to Mewar, as desired by Thakurjee, began in 1669 AD, on Asadh Sud Punam on Friday, during the last 3 hours of the night. ShreeNathji with all His sewaks arrived in Sinhad (Nathdwara) in 1672 AD, on Falgun Vad Satam on Saturday.

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Many bhakts are not able to get these darshans, as they are unable to climb up; either because of bad health, old age, or the belief that one should not give shram to Shri Girirajji by climbing on Him. Please enjoy these Darshans.

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Few details about this sacred mandir:

In 1499 AD, ShreeNathji gives hukum in a dream to Puranmall Kshtri. “Come to Vraj Mandal and build a large mandir for me”. So Puranmall sold all his property and came to Shri Govardhan at Vraj. He asked the Vrajvasi the where about of Shree Dev Daman.

Puranmall was very happy to do the darshans, after which he meets Shri Vallabh Acharya and narrates the dream. “I have sold everything that I possessed and come here with all my wealth to build the mandir as per Shreeji’s hukum”.

Shri Maha Prabhuji grants permission for building. Purnmall then requests Shri Giiriraj that there will be a lot of disturbance in building the mandir, I need your permission. Giriraj Govardhan says, “ShreeNathji will live in my heart, so all the digging work etc will not cause any parishram to me, please go ahead and start the work”.

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The mandir foundation was laid in the year 1499 AD, Vaishak Sud 3, in Rohini Nakshatra.

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All of Puranmall’s wealth was soon exhausted. He went south again to work and earn money so that the mandir could be completed. Shreeji refused to accept this sewa from any other bhakt and waited for 20 years, till Puranmall could complete the mandir!

Till then Shreeji stayed in a small mandir. These 20 years, Ramdas Chauvan Rajput did the sewa. Thus from 1488 AD till 1519 AD, Shreeji did His Leela from this small mandir.

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The architect Hiramani lived in Agra. As per hukum in his dream, he came to Vraj and met Shri Vallabh Acharya. Shri Vallabh Acharya gave him the permission and instructed him to start drawing the plan on paper. He drew the plan of a mandir without a shikhar. But as soon as he finished drawing the plan it would change to a drawing of a mandir with a shikhar. This happened three times, so Shri Maha Prabhuji understood that it was Shreeji’s desire to stay in a mandir with a shikhar.

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He tells Damodardas, “Since ShreeNathji wishes to stay in a mandir with a shikhar, it means He will stay in Shri Govardhan for many years. Then there will be attack by the Mughals, after which Shreeji will move to some other part of the country. He will stay here also for several years, after which He will move back to Vraj.

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New mandir Paat Utsav

Once this new mandir was ready, Shre Maha Prabhuji reached Vraj after completing parikrama of the country. Shreeji was established in His new mandir in 1519 AD; Vaishak Sud Teej; on Akha Teej. This day is also called the Paat Utsav of ShreeNathji.

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This is the ancient mandir built by Shri Puranmall. It has been restored twice since.

(Paragraph taken from our website for ShreeNathji – Abha Shahra Shyama)

Please share with due credit.

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This is how the mandir looks from the inside. Many bhakts do not climg up, so this photo can be helpful.

Gurushree Sudhir bhai, Ashokji, on Shri Govardhan at Shreeji's Pargatya sthal

Gurushree Sudhir bhai, Ashokji, on Shri Govardhan at Shreeji’s Pargatya sthal

 

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A distant view of the mandir

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View of the mandir from the parikrama maarg

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A book on Shri Govrdhan and ShreeNathji details. I took it with me when I climbed on Shri Govardhan, and enjoyed taking this picture here. Jai Shree GovardhanNathji!

Gurushree Sudhir bhai, with whose kripa I have been able to find ShreeNathji and  bring these photos to you all. My humble pranam1

Gurushree Sudhir bhai, on Girirajji; with whose kripa I have been able to find ShreeNathji and bring these photos to you all. My humble pranam!

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This is the bok we published which has all details of ShreeNathji and Shri Govardhan.

This is the book we published which has all details of ShreeNathji and Shri Govardhan.

 

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Shree Radha Raman at Vrindavan

Shree Radha Raman at Vrindavan, Vraj Mandal:
Radha Ramanji mandir was established by Shri Gopal Bhatta Goswami.
(The darshan photos are from an old collection of June 2009)
This beautiful Deity  Self-manifested It Self from a Shaligram Shila and has a mystic smile on His face.
Shree Radha Ramanji.

Shree Radha Ramanji

Except for Vrindadevi, Shree Radha-Ramanaji is the only  original Deity of Vrindavan who never left to go to Jaipur.

This is a Jhanki of Phool Bangla of that day

This is a Jhanki of Phool Bangla of that day

Shree Radha Raman’s Appearance Place is in the Radha-Raman Temple. The deity was installed on the full moon day in the month of Vaishaka (April-May) in the year 1542.

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This Granth describes the details of this sacred mandir; shown to us by the sewaks here.

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The main entrance to this ancient mandir

The main entrance to this ancient mandir

The Idol is a Self manifested deity out of the Shaligram Shila. It is over 500 years old. Radha Raman is a heritage temple where standards of worship are highest in Vrindavan.

Mandir before the darshans opened

Mandir before the darshans opened

Shree Radha Raman Temple was established by Shri Gopal Bhatt Goswami. He is one of the six Goswamis of Vrindavan who followed the principles of Shri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu.

Jai Ho!

 

 

ShreeNathji-MahaPrabhuji Baithakji at Radha Kund

ShreeNathji-MahaPrabhuji 9th Baithakji at Radha Kund, Shri Govardhan:

At Radha kund there are Baithaks: Shri Vallab Acharya, His son Shri Vitthalnathji Gusainji, His son, Shri Gokulnathji. Very rare to find all the there baithaks at one place.

Pushtimarg Baithaks:

Baithaks in Pushtimarg religion are holy places where Shri Vallabhacharya, the founder of Pushtimarg, narrated the Holy Bhagvad Katha. They are total 84 in number and spread all over the country. Mahaprabhuji had circled the whole of India three times and done sthapna of these various Baithaks.

Each Baithak has its own particular Charitra (description).

Baithaks are holy places where there is no Idol or Chitra (Picture); sewa is done of Gaddi (Seating).

Baithaks are a very important pilgrim place for all Pushtimarg bhakts, as Shri Vallabhacharya is their primary Guru.

Here are some pictures displayed from my visit to the 9th  Baithak of Mahaprabhuji, which is located at Radha Kund at Shri Govardhan, Mathura.

 

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Shri Vallabhacharya was born in the VS 1535 or AD1478.

It was on Vaishak Vad Giyaras (11th) in Vikram Samvat 1535, or AD 1478; in Satbhisha Nakshatra on a Thursday; during the Abhijit mahurat, 12.40-1.00 in the afternoon; when ShreeNathji’s Lotus Face Appeared from Govardhan to give His divya Darshan to the lucky people of the village; According to Shree Krishn’s desire, on the same day but in the Abhijit mahurat, 12.40-1.00 at night, Shree Vallabhacharya also appeared at Champaran in a ring of fire.

(Details of his life and teachings can be read on my website:

http://www.shreenathjibhakti.org

http://www.shreenathjibhakti.org/brief_sketch_vallabhacharya.htm

There are two kunds (lakes) here. Radha Kund and Krushna Kund.

Radha dug out her kund (lake) with her fingernails (Radha Kund). Krishna  dug his kund (lake) with his flute. They are both internally connected. There are additional eight kunds of eight sakhis (friends of Radha) situated around here.

Shri Mahaprabhuji had seen Shri Radha and Krishna walking hand in hand into the Goverdhan mountain. Shri Mahaprabhuji approached the divine couple. He was ordered to accompany them.

Three days later he returned to this place and found his disciples in unconscious state. He sprinkled holy water all over his disciples and they all gained consciousness.

(This charitra varta about this Baithakji is taken from website: http://www.vallabhkankroli.org/)

Shri Radha Krishna Kund Baithakji

Baithak Address:Radhakrishna Kund, Post Radhakund – 281504, Dist. Mathura, Uttar Pradesh. Village -Radhakrishna Kund

Contact Person & Phone:Shri Dayalji Mukhiyaji M: 098974 075 56

 

Arrows of negativity..

“People who shoot arrows (of hatred, envy, jealousy, negativity..) at your back are cowards. Bless them and move on in your life, your way”.

There is no need to give importance to those who have no courage to even come up and speak their mind to your face. They are cowards and should have no place in your life.

Arrows of hatred..

Arrows of hatred..

(This is a photograph of a Succulent cactus, I portrayed it dark as all negative cowards have a dark personality)