ShreeNathji ‘Live Varta’-ShreeNathji kripa at Girirajji Govardhan in Adhik month

ShreeNathji ‘Live Varta’-ShreeNathji kripa at Girirajji Govardhan in Adhik month

श्रीनाथजी, “मेरी मर्ज़ी थी, मेरे चहेते सुधीर और आभा गोवर्धन आ रहे हैं, उन्हें प्रसाद देना था”

1st June 2018 @ Giriraj Govardhan

१ जून २०१८ हम श्री गोवर्धन के लिए मुंबई से निकले। क़रीब १२.३०/१ बजे दोपहर को आश्रम पर पहुँच जाते हैं।
गरमी बहुत ज़्यादा है, क़रीब ४३-४५* होगा।

आश्रम के सामने गिरिराज जी के दर्शन करते हैं, प्रणाम करते हैं।
जैसे ही हम समान वैगरह रख देते हैं, गुरुश्री की आज्ञा होती है की हमें मुखारविंद पर जाना है।
आभा, “इतनी गरमी में, ४५* हो रहा है, क्या हम शाम के वक़्त चल सकते हैं”?
गुरुश्री, “कुछ ज़रूरी काम है, श्रीनाथजी को कुछ अर्पण करना है”; और वे उनके बैगिज में से एक प्लास्टिक की डब्बी दिखाते हैं, जो मुंबई से बहुत ही संभाल कर लाए हैं।
लेकिन बहुत बार पूछने पर भी मुझे नहीं बताते हैं, क्या लाए हैं।

गुरुश्री, “ कुछ श्रीजी का काम है जो हमें जल्द से जल्द पूरा करना है।चलो मैं उनसे पूछता हूँ की क्या हम शाम के वक़्त जा सकते हैं”?
पूछने पर श्रीजी मान जाते हैं और हम ५ बजे जाने का विचार करते हैं, स्नान, भोजन करके कुछ देर आराम करते हैं।

शाम ५ बजे स्नान करने के बाद हम परिक्रमा मार्ग से मुखारविंद दर्शन के लिए चलते हैं। अधिक महीना होने से बहुत भीड़ है, इतनी गरमी के बावजूद।
बहुत ही संभाल कर रखी हुई डब्बी को मेरे हाथ में देते हुए गुरुश्री आदेश देते हैं, “सीधे श्रीजी के मुखारविंद के पास इसे भोग के लिए रखो, खोलना नहीं और किसी से कुछ बोलना नहीं। हाथ से ढक कर श्रीजी को अर्पण करो और चुपचाप से वापस ले आओ”।
बहुत ही भीड़ होने के कारण धक्का मुक्की में ५-१० मिनट लग जाते है; मैं पूर्ण भाव से यह कार्य पूरा करती हूँ, और श्रीजी के चरण के पास जो सेवक बैठते हैं उनके परात में सेवकी भी धरती हूँ।
डब्बी लेकर गुरुश्री को लौटा देती हूँ, जो दूर खड़े देख रहे थे, वे चुपचाप उसी रूमाल में ढक कर रख लेते हैं; अभी तक मुझे ज्ञान नहीं है उस डब्बी में कौन सी क़ीमती सामान रखा है। कभी पूछती भी नहीं हूँ क्योंकि श्रीनाथजी के बहुत से कार्य शांति से चुपचाप करने होते हैं।
मुझे कहाँ मालूम है इस समय, की यह श्रीनाथजी की इतनी कृपा है हम लोगों पर!

(अर्पण करके हम लौटते हैं तब के २ फ़ोटो भी रखे हैं, जो गिगिराज जी के साथ लिए हैं; समय है ६.१३ शाम को)

आश्रम पर लौटने के बाद, आख़िर कर गुरुश्री संभाल कर उस डब्बी को खोलते हैं, उस में सिल्वर फ़ोईल (silver foil) में कुछ रखा है। अभी तक मैं सोच रही हूँ की कुछ श्रीनाथजी प्रभु के पूजन की सामग्री है।

( यह लिखते हुए मैं उसी पल में कुछ देर के लिए खो गयी; कोशिश कर रही हूँ सही शब्द ढूँढ ने की जो उस पल का सही वर्णन कर सके; जब गुरुश्री ने रूमाल में से डब्बी निकाली और उसमें रखे हुए foil में बंद सामग्री को खोला। किंतु बहुत ही मुश्किल है ऐसी कृपा और ठाकुरजी के दुलार को शब्द देना; हम सिर्फ़ महसूस कर सकते हैं, आप जो भी भक्त इसे पढ़ रहे होंगे माफ़ी चाहती हूँ, पूरी तरह से लिखने के लिए शब्द नहीं मिल रहे 🙏)

वार्ता को आगे बढ़ाते हुए;
गुरुश्री foil को खोलते हैं, मेरी उत्सुकता बहुत ही ज़ोरदार है; और उस foil में से ५ बीड़ा (paan beeda triangle) निकलते हैं, जो श्रीनाथजी प्रभु को उनकी सेवा में सभी मंदिर में रखे जाते हैं।
मुझे थोड़ा आश्चर्य होता है; गुरुश्री उसमें से एक बीड़ा मुझे देते हैं और स्वयं एक लेते हैं, बाक़ी ३ रात्रि भोजन के बाद लेंगे।

अब यह बीड़ा में ऐसी कौन सी बड़ी बात है, आप सोच रहे होंगे!
यह बीड़ा क्यों आया और कहाँ से आया, आगे विस्तार से बताती हूँ।

अगर आप फ़ोटो देखेंगे तो उसमें सिर्फ़ ३ बीड़े हैं। २ हम प्रसाद के रूप में ले चुके हैं।
फिर ३ की फ़ोटो क्यों ली? सभी ५ की ही ले लेते?

हम ने श्रीजी को याद करके बीड़े का प्रसाद लिया था, तो उसी पल श्रीनाथजी पधारते हैं;
“कैसा लगा मेरा बीड़ा, तेरे लिए कांदीवली से ले कर आए हैं”।

मुझे आश्चर्य होता है, इस बीड़े में श्रीनाथजी का क्या खेल है?

आभा, “श्रीजी बहुत ही निराला स्वादिष्ट बीड़े हैं; हम अभी आपको भोग धर के ही आए हैं”
श्रीजी, “मुझे मालूम है, सुधीर ने मुझे बोला था चलने के लिए; तू जब मुखारविंद पर धर रही थी मैं तेरे साथ ही था, वापिस भी तुम दोनों के साथ आया, देख रहा था क्या करते हो”। “अब यह जो तीन बीड़े बचे हैं, उनकी फ़ोटो ले ले जल्दी से; बाक़ी के प्रसाद भोजन के बाद लेना”।

और जो फ़ोटो उस समय लेकर रखा है, ये वही फ़ोटो है।
अब यह क्या खेल है, क्यों मुंबई से ५ बीड़ा लेकर गोवर्धन पर भोग धरा, गुरुश्री क्यों इतना संभाल कर रख रहे थे?

श्रीनाथजी का खेल उन के और गुरुश्री के शब्द में

“कल, (३१.०५.३०१८) शाम को सुधीर और मैं कांदीवली गोवर्धन नाथ हवेली गए थे, मैं सुधीर को ले कर गया था, ‘चल शयन दर्शन करते हैं’; और दर्शन के बाद सुधीर को आदेश दिया वहाँ से बीड़ा माँग ले। सुबह आभा को देंगे”।

( बहुत बार होता है श्रीजी और गुरुश्री मेरे लिए बीड़ा का प्रसाद लाते है सुबह एर्पोर्ट पर; क्योंकि बीड़ा मुझे बहुत ही पसंद है; नाथद्वारा में भी बहुत बार श्रीनाथजी मुझे बीड़ा दिलवाते हैं)

किंतु उस दिन बड़े पाट पर दर्शन था तो भोग अलग होता है और बीड़ा नहीं देते हैं।
गुरुश्री, “श्रीजी आज तो प्रसाद में बीड़ा नहीं मिल सकता, कैसे देगा, फल का प्रसाद है”
श्रीनाथजी, “अरे तू जाकर माँग तो सही शायद दे दे”।
गुरुश्री, श्रीनाथजी की आज्ञा मानकर कहते हैं, “ठीक है श्रीजी आप कहते हैं तो माँग लेता हूँ”; और श्री गजेंद्र भाई, (जो वहाँ पर मैनेजर की सेवा देते हैं) से बीड़ा माँगते हैं, “हमें बीड़ा दे सकते हैं क्या आज”,
किंतु वह मना करते है, की शयन आरती हो चुकी है, आज बीड़ा का प्रसाद नहीं है, सुबह मंगला में श्रीजी को प्रसाद धरने के बाद ही मिल सकेगा।
गुरुश्री उन्हें समझाते हैं की वे कल सुबह नहीं आ सकते हैं क्योंकि ५ बजे की फ़्लाइट से गोवर्धन जा रहे हैं। लेकिन बीड़ा अभी कैसे दे सकते हैं, भोग नहीं लगा है।

तब गुरुश्री श्रीनाथजी को समझाने की कोशिश करते हैं की आज beeda मिलना मुश्किल है, किंतु ठाकुरजी कहाँ मानने वाले हैं, उनकी भी ज़िद होती है, “तू जा, जा, उसे कह की सुबह के लिए जो बना कर रखे हैं उसमें से ५ दे दे; हम गोवर्धन जा रहे हैं सुबह और वहाँ मुखारविंद पर चढ़ाने हैं श्रीजी की सेवा में, श्रीनाथजी और श्री गोवर्धन नाथजी एक ही तो हैं ”।

गुरुश्री, श्रीनाथजी की आज्ञा मानकर फिर श्री गजेंद्र भाई के पास जाते हैं और उन्हें विस्तार से बताते हैं। सुनकर गजेंद्र जी गुरुश्री से कहते हैं की वे मुखियाजी से बात करें, वो ही बता पाएँगे।
तब गुरुश्री और श्रीनाथजी मुखियाजी के पास जाते हैं, “हमें ५ बीड़े चाहिए, सुबह गोवर्धन के लिए रवाना हो रहे हैं, वहाँ मुखारविंद पर धरने हैं”।
श्रीनाथजी के समझाने अनुसार जब गुरुश्री ने मुखियाजी को बताया की वे बीड़ा श्री गोवर्धन पर ठाकुरजी को भोग धरने के लिए माँग रहे हैं, श्रीनाथजी की प्रेरणा हुई और मुखियाजी समझ गए और कहा, “ठीक बात है, श्रीनाथजी के लिए ही बना कर रखे हैं, अगर आप गोवर्धन पर भोग धरेंगे तो बहुत अच्छी बात है”।

और मुखियाजी ने बहुत ख़ुशी से ५ बीड़े गुरुश्री को दे दिए। उन्हें सुनकर ख़ुशी थी की श्री गोवर्धन पर ठाकुरजी उनके हाथ से बने बीड़े आरोगेंगे।
गुरुश्री आज्ञा अनुसार उन बीड़े को संभाल कर रख दिया, संभाल कर गोवर्धन पर लाए, और मुझे दिए मुखारविंद पर भोग धरने के लिए!
आश्रम पर, भोग धरने के बाद जब खोला तो वे बिलकुल ताज़ा थे।

श्रीनाथजी, “मेरी मर्ज़ी थी, मेरे चहेते सुधीर और आभा गोवर्धन आ रहे हैं, उन्हें प्रसाद देना था, तो मेरी आज्ञा से इसने माँग लिया; इसी को आशीर्वाद कहते हैं,
सवाल बीड़े का नहीं था, भक्त को आनंद कराना close friend को ख़ुशी देना.”

श्रीनाथजी का खेलने का भाव, गुरुश्री का सहयोग करने का भाव, (श्रीजी के कहने पर, गुरुश्री ने गुप्त रखा और अंत तक मुझे नहीं बताया की दब्बी में क्या है)

जय हो प्रभु, आपके प्यार और दुलार भक्तों के लिए बहुत बड़ा आशीर्वाद होता है!

और फिर आज्ञा देना, जाओ मेरे खेल को भक्तों के बीच उजागर कर दो, यह कृपा को कोई समझ सके तो उसका उद्धार हो जाता है!

ईश्वर किसी के माध्यम से कुछ माँग लेते हैं,
प्रेरणा देते हैं, जैसे मुखियाज़ी को दी,

गुरुश्री मुझ से कहते हैं, “तुम्हारे सर पे चार हाथ हैं, मैं तो सिर्फ़ निमित मात्र बना था”

(ShreeNathji, “It was My desire, My favourite Sudhir and Abha are coming to Govardhan, I wished to give My Prasad to them, so with my order Sudhir asked for the Beedas; this is called Blessings;
Its not just about the beedas, it is of giving Joy to My bhakt, My close and only friend”.
ShreeNathji’s desire of Play, gurushree’s bhao of participation, (with Shree’s order, Gurushree did not disclose to me what was in the silver foil kept in the plastic box)
Jai ho Prabhu, Your Love for Your bhakts is a blessing for them!
And then You give the divine order to open this divine varta for all bhakts, it is a huge blessing and kripa for those who are able to understand!
Gurushree tells me, “You have ShreeNathji’s four hands on your head, I am just a nimit for His kripa and Love”.)

कुछ भूल हो लिखने में तो क्षमा चाहती हूँ
जय श्रीनाथजी, जय श्री राधा कृष्ण

🙏 सर्व शांति, शुभ मंगल हो !

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 The divine Paan Beedas given to me as a prasad

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“ShreeNathji Sakshatkar darshans on Girirajji”

“ShreeNathji Sakshatkar darshans on Girirajji”: Prabhu ShreeNathji and Gurushree’s kripa

श्री ठाकुरजी के साक्षात दर्शन, उनके मुखारविंद, जतीपुरा में; आज से ठीक १३ साल पहले; ऐसी कृपा की कोई और मिसाल नहीं है।

दर्शन भी दिए और फ़ोटो भी लेने दिया; २०१४ में हमें आज्ञा भी दी सभी वैष्णव के साथ शेर करने की: क्या ऐसा कभी पहले हुआ है?

This divine leela happened 13 years ago on the auspicious day of 9th June 2005, at ShreeNathji Mukharwind, Giriraj Govardhan, Jatipura, with kripa of Gurushree Sudhir bhai; and only because of his close sakha bhav with prabhu ShreeNathji.

We all wonder what Shree Prabhu looks like!

The only True photo of ShreeNathji, Shree GovardhanNathji, Shree Thakurjee, Shree Dev Daman: In His Child Swarup.

Please take a moment and see for yourself in the photo above, just below the point where I am applying tilak; complete Face of Shree Thakurjee is visible as this (white) Ujjaval Urja (energy). This divine face Appeared for the duration of my pujan and Gurushree clicked the photos. The mukut, mor pankh, tilak, earrings, long black hair, both palms holding His own face and watching me do pujan, is ShreeNathji giving darshans of His Lalan swarup.

(Just for the record: it is not photoshopped, nor tampered in any way.

Details can be read on our website: http://www.govardhan.org.in

Given to us and ordered to share with His bhakts all over the world.

Thank you Prabhu for this kripa on all Your bhakts.

ShreeNathji Sakshatkar from His Mukharvind

Jai ShreeNathji

ShreeNathji “Live Varta” at His Paat utsav

 ShreeNathji “Live Varta” at Paat utsav:

ShreeNathji Paat Utsav at Vrindavan, Vraj Mandal “Shreeji Nij Niwas”, Vrindavan 

16th February, 2016; Magh Sud Naum, SV 2072

.. As Shreeji told me later,

“मैं तेरे माथे पर आकर बैठ गया था, सुधीर ने छूट दी थी, की श्रीजी जो दर्शन देने हैं आपको, आज सभी को दे दो. मैं पूरे रूम में भाग रहा था, एक बार तेरी फ़्रेंड से टकरा भी गया था, उसको बोला जाग, जाग.

स्वस्तिक को सुधीर ने मेरे कपड़े से ढाक कर रखा था, जब कपड़ा उठाता था, तो मैं तेरे माथे पर से स्वस्तिक में कूद जाता था. और फुलों के बीच भागता था, किसी किसी का मेरा दर्शन एक छोटी लौ के रूप में हुआ होगा. फिर वापस तेरे माथे पर आकर आराम करता था. इसलिए मैं तुझे नहीं दिखता था, मैं तो तेरे ही माथे पर बैठा था, तुझे कैसे दिखूँगा हा हा हा”..

“Shreeji Nij Niwas”, THE most sacred place.

Jai Shree Krishn to all readers. This seems like a long post, but do spend some time reading it, as it is a unique writing on the personal experiences of bhakts about ShreeNathji divine play with them. ShreeNathji does His leela similar to the 84 Vaishnavas, 252 Vaishnav ki varta, even today in our world. Thoughts as comments are very welcome.

Do share and spread the darshans. Thank you.

This post is in continuation from the post of 19 February 2016.

These are the personal experiences of people, written and expressed in their own words. 

As you read ahead, you will notice few things;

What they experienced when listening to the music with eyes shut ,

What each one saw in the Swastik darshans,

The different darshans each one had on my forehead.

This room transformed to the most sacred place where ShreeNathji was fully Present and made us all a part of His divine Play. All the while Gurushree was in full control of the happenings.

Gurushree, Abha, Ritesh; A selfie after we had completed our pujans

As Shreeji told me later, 

“मैं तेरे माथे पर आकर बैठ गया था, सुधीर ने छूट दी थी, की श्रीजी जो दर्शन देने हैं आपको, आज सभी को दे दो. मैं पूरे रूम में भाग रहा था, एक बार तेरी फ़्रेंड से टकरा भी गया था, उसको बोला जाग, जाग.

स्वस्तिक को सुधीर ने मेरे कपड़े से ढाक कर रखा था, जब कपड़ा उठाता था, तो मैं तेरे माथे पर से स्वस्तिक में कूद जाता था. और फुलों के बीच भागता था, किसी किसी का मेरा दर्शन एक छोटी लौ के रूप में हुआ होगा. फिर वापस तेरे माथे पर आकर आराम करता था. इसलिए मैं तुझे नहीं दिखता था, मैं तो तेरे ही माथे पर बैठा था, तुझे कैसे दिखूँगा हा हा हा”.

“Shreeji Paat”; Shri Yamunaji in the background, The flower Swastik darshans are also visible, Pujan complete.

So here are the experiences all had, written in their own words:

My own experience: 

In the fifteen minutes as per Gurushree’s instructions, when each one was viewing my forehead, I had this incredible experience.

As the sacred formations started on my forehead, I felt my spine come alive. Extraordinary energy flow happened from the base to my forehead.

I felt shivers along the entire spine.

Uncontrollable tears flowed on my face for the entire time period.

Incredible feeling of humility entered me, as I felt myself become one with Shree Thakurjee.

I felt enveloped in a fantastic feeling of devotion and bhao.

Suganchandji Kochar:

१६.०२.२०१६ को श्रीजी के निज निवास में नियम पूर्वक सजावट में प्रवेश करते ही मन प्रसन्न हुवा. दीवाल पे विविध लीला के दर्शन हुए.

स्वयं श्रीनाथजी स्वस्तिक के फूल में बाल स्वरूप प्रगट होकर दर्शन पाकर हम धन्य हो गए.

स्वस्तिक के दर्शन में फूल हिल रहे है ऐसा महसूस हुवा.

ऐसी श्रीनाथजी की कृपा हमेशा बनी रहे.

तथा आभा जी के मुख पर स्वयं श्री कृष्ण भगवान के बाल स्वरूप में दर्शन की अनुभूति हुई.

हम अपने आज की अनुभूति से धन्य हुए.

Millie Kirpalani:

I was so excited to visit Shreeji Nij Nivas and experience HIS energies. I remember waiting outside in the corridor for my turn – my heart was beating so fast my body was trembling I could not contain my excitement and nervousness at the same time. Could not believe I was one of the few chosen ones to witness this and to be actually present in HIS rest house .Thank you Shreeji for the permission and invitation .

As I sat inside and admired the amazing Leelas painted on the walls I felt so peaceful like I was a part of it like I have been there.

When Guruji asked us to close our eyes and wait for our turn to come 1 by 1 to look at what was under the white cloth in HIS shrine I felt so heavy and lot of pressure on my bindi then I called to Shreeji and asked HIM to please visit me be with me play with me.

After my 30 second Darshans of the flower arrangement of Swastik in yellow flowers and rest in orange red which was under the white cloth I saw within my bindi a Swastik and Shree signs merging it was quite an amazing vision ..

Then I got into a play of hide n seek with Shreeji I was calling out to him and was visualising him playing amongst us and hiding behind all those sitting there.

Once Guruji started the music of birds chirping my bindi area started to tingle and I don’t know whether it was my imagination or a voice frm down the hotel but I clearly heard a childlike voice saying Tum Kaha Ho !! I started to tear up and searched for that voice again while the music was going on but that was it for that split second –

then Guruji asked us to open our eyes and look at Abha. I was still in the thought of that voice I could not see initially on Abhas forehead ..

Thought I saw Lord Krishna with a flowing garment but then I clearly saw the face of Shreeji on top of her bindi ….what a miracle…. When Guruji asked us to come close and have a look I could not see infact I saw an Om but when I went back to my sitting place I saw the face clearly again !

The entire experience of being there witnessing the image of Shreejis face on Abhas forehead and having my own personal play with Shreeji was out of this world/ body – I didn’t want to leave wanted to continue my games with Shreeji.

As I came back to my room my eyes and head were so heavy I just wanted to sleep.

Thru the day felt so happy and energetic.My kids commented on how fresh I looked and we’re smiling as I was still chanting Radhey Radhey Shyam Radhey at 11.30 pm .I also felt a lot of heat in my hands till night all at home commented on that .

So grateful to my Shreeji Guruji and Abha mini Guru for this amazing spiritual enlivening visit to Vrindavan – what feels like home.

Shreeji Ki Jai Ho

Manju Jhanjaria:

Jai Shree Krishn, abha let me thank you  that I am a part of your  spiritual journey, which  from the depth I enjoy every moment.

It was so beautiful that I was there even though it was a short visit, but as Gurushreeji said the Shreeji ke Icha ke bina kuch bhi nahi ho sakta; so I was there for a day.

The morning at theShreeji neej niwas was such a lovey experience the energy was so much that we could feel it by our thoughts. It was full of positive energy which we could see and feel it.

As I closed my eyes I could only see bal Gopal and His Mukut which was very prominent.

And I saw the same on your forehead.

On the flower swastika as soon as I saw, I saw ladoo Gopal with a Mukut which was so obvious and when I came and sat with eyes closed I could just see ladoo Gopal.

Even on your forehead I could clearly see the Mukut and tilak and Gopala. It was very clear. I couldn’t believe it how can it happen but again Shreeji can do anything.

And when my eyes were closed and as I was engrossed I felt that someone woke me up wth just a soft push. And I got up and then couldn’t concentrate as then mind was conscious.

But I believe that because of your true sacrifice and devotion this is happening.

Abha, it is all because of ur strength.

But really the strength I gained in one day I just cannot believe for myself. I am blessed to have you in my life.

My path of life will never be wrong or do anything wrong to anyone as Shreeji, Gurushreeji, and you will always be there to guide.

Radhe radhe. Jai Shree Krishn Abha .

Arunaji Kochar:

श्रीजी के निज निवास में प्रवेश करते ही एक अजीब सी प्रस्सन्नता, शांति, पवित्रता महसूस हुई.

जब गुरूजी ने वस्त्र हटाया तो स्वस्तिक के दर्शन हुवे.

बाद मे जंगल में बालगोपाल के साथ बैठे है ऐसा प्रतीत हुआ. पंच्छीयोकि मधुर आवाज, पानी का झरना बह रहा है, मानो वहाँ ४ घंटे भी बैठने मिलता तो भी समय का पता नहीं चलता. ऐसी अलोकिक शांति थी.

और आभा जी के माथे पर लालन के दर्शन हुए.

साक्षात् श्रीजी वहाँ थे और हमें दर्शन दिए ये अनुभूति वहाँ हुई.

ये अवसर बार बार आये, आप सभी की उपस्थित्ति में हम धन्य हो गए.

श्रीजी की जय हो

Ritu Kochar:

इस बार का अनुभव बहुत अद्भुत था।  रूम में जाकर मन बहुत शांत था,वहा आँखे बंद करके ,धुन सुनते हुए ऐसा लग रहा था की किसी वन में बैठी हूँ,पक्षियों की मधुर आवाज़,पेरो के नीचे एकदम ठंडा लग रहा था ऐसा महसूस हो रहा था जैसे नदी किनारे हूँ।

आभाजी के मस्तक पर बालस्वरुप मुकुटधारी श्रीजी का मुख (जैसा गोवर्धनपर दर्शन हुए थे) और उसके ऊपर स्वास्तिक के दर्शन हुए।

बहोत अलोकिक, अद्भुत और सुन्दर दर्शन थे ।आज भी वह दर्शन आँखों के सामने है।

श्रीजी,गुरुश्री और आभाजी आपको नतमस्तक प्रणाम ।।दर्शन स्वरुपआपका आशिर्वाद प्राप्त हुआ।।।

Sarvesh Shahra:

When we entered Shreeji nij niwas, the place felt serene and sacred. I had not entered the room in some years and felt very blessed and privileged to be invited by Shreeji again to His Niwas sthaan..

The energy levels and the divine presence were alive in the room on that day.

The Darshan was a very nice experience and although it was for a very short time, it was divine.

I saw some light form running on the flower swastik. Later mummy explained it was Shreeji Urja running in this Form.

I saw the Shree श्री darshan on mummy’s forehead, which I have seen many times earlier also.

Post the Darshan, I left the room and was advised by Sudhir Bhai to return to my room and spend time alone and in peace.

Once I reached the room, I sat down on the sofa and felt absolute peace and calm. I went into a meditative state for almost 30 minutes; it felt like a deep sleep. I was in total peace. It was almost like I had travelled to another world.
Sheela Mepani:

Hi Abha

As we set down in Shreeji’s room I felt I was at home, there was kind of warmth. On the flower swastika I saw some movement; at that point I thought I saw Bal Krishna moving.

But could be my imagination.

When we set with eyes closed I felt some movement on my head. My head got tilted upward and I started shaking. As I became aware It stopped.

On your forehead I could see some figure which I felt it was the BalGopal I saw earlier. I started crying. I could not control my tears. This was when there was no light.

You know I do not like to talk after any experience. So I went and sat in my room. Felt relaxed and sleepy. As I write now I have goosebumps.

Tushar Kochar:

सुबह जब श्रीजी के निज निवास में दर्शन के लिए बैठे हुए थे, तब अलोकिक शांति का अनुभव हुआ.

जब गुरुजी ने दर्शन के लिए बुलाया तब फूलो में सजे हुवे स्वस्तिक के दर्शन हुए.

जब गुरुजी ने म्यूज़िक शुरू करा, तो पंच्छीयोकि मधुर आवाज आ रही थी, ऐसा लग रहा था जैसे जंगल में शांत बैठे हुए है और मधुर आवाज़ आ रही है, ऐसी अनुभूति हुई.

जब गुरुजी ने आभाजी के मस्तिक पर देखने के लिए संकेत करा, तब मस्तिष्क के बायें तरफ़ पर आकृति नजर आई परंतु दुरी के वजह से आकृति पहचान नहीं पाए.

पाट उत्सव के अद्भुत दर्शन हुए.

Aradhna Sharma:

दण्डवत प्रणाम  गुरुश्री व आभा जी

श्री जी की अपार कृपा से हम दोनो को   दो दिन का व्रज वास मिला जोआनन्द की अनुभूति हम साथ लेकर  जा रही हूँ उसका शायद वर्णन तो सूर्यको दीपक दिखाने जैसी बात होगी

बहुत बहुत आनंद व दिव्य ऊर्जाओं का मिलन एक बहुत आलोकिक घटना थी. मैं उस आनंद से बाहर नहीं आना चाहती हूँ

Thank you Shree ji n Gurushree  gurumaa abha ji ritesh bhaiya ji for all the experiences

I am feeling lucky n blessed to be there with you all.

कोटि कोटि दण्डवत प्रणाम महागुरुश्री मेरे श्री जी

गुरुश्री   व गुरु माँ आप के श्री चरणो में दण्डवत प्रणाम

सादर स्प्रेम प्रणाम आभा जी

आप  सभी को मेरा बारम्बार नमन

श्री जी के चरणो में पटोत्सव की बहुत बहुत बधाई ।मेरे अनंत जन्मो के शुभकर्मों का फल उन पलों का साक्षी बनना ।मैं उन पलों में से बाहर नहीं आना चाहती। उन  पलों को मैं बार बार याद करते हुए अभी  वहीं पे ही हूँ ।दिव्यआत्माओं का अपने प्रभु से मिलन एक अद्भुत व आलोकिक अनुभूति । मुझे मेरे जीवन  में जिस पूर्णता की  तलाश थी उस रास्ते की तरफ़ मेरा पहला क़दम यही है

कहाँ से शुरू करूँ

मैं इन पलों का बेसब्री से इंतज़ार कर रही थी  व श्री जी से प्रार्थना कर रहीथी की मेरी आप से मिलने की सब विघन वाधायाएं दूर करे व मैं जल्दी हीआप के दर्शन कर पाऊँ ।श्री जी ने वैसा ही किया ।जब आप सब से मिली तो मुझे ये लगा की मैं अपने ही परिवार में आ गयी हूँ हर सदस्य ने इतनीआत्मीयता से हमारा स्वागत किया जिस के लिए मेरे पास शब्द कम है ।आपसे व गुरु श्री से मिलने को जो मेरे मन में जो चल रहा था की पहली बार आपसे मिलना है आप को कैसा लगेगा पता नहि मैं इस क़ाबिल भी हूँ कि आपदिव्य आत्माओं के सन्मुख जा भी सकती हूँ आप से मिलने की ख़ुशी व अंदरसे डर्र भी लग रहा था की आप क्या बोलेंगे

फिर वो पल आया जिस का मुझे इन्तेज़ार था आप से व गुरुश्री से मिलना मेरे मन में वो हलचल थी जो एक विधायर्थी की परीक्षा से पहले होती है मेरे साथमेरे पति मनोज जी मुझे बार बार समझा रहे थे। फिर आप गुरु माँ व गुरुश्रीसे बात कर वो डर जाने कब ग़ायब हो गया.

अगले दिन सुबह की पूजा में शामिल होना एक बहुत दिव्य अनुभूति है आप ने जब हम सब को तिलक किया व हमें ठाकुर जीआज्ञा तक इन्तेज़ार करने को बोला तब हम सब निज महल के द्वार खुलने की प्रर्तिक्षा में बैठे थे वो पल मेरे लिए बहुत लम्बे व अब अगर सोचूँ तो बहुत सुखद थे मैं ठाकुर जी को मन में प्रार्थना कर रही थी की जल्दी दर्शन दो प्रभु

मैं हरेक तरह से शुध रूप में अपने प्रभु से मिलना चाहती थी मेरे मन ये भावआया ओर मैं बहुत छोटी  बच्चीं के रूप में उन कीं बाल सखी के रूप में उनके निज महल में गयी

जिस पूर्णता का मुझे अनुभव हुआ  मैं निशब्द हो गयी हूँ

कोटि कोटि वंदन प्रणाम ।मैं क़िन शब्दों में आप सब का शुक्रिया करूँ बहुतबहुत धन्यवाद

सभी से मिलकर बहुत अच्छा लगा रितेश भैया जी ऋतु जी मिली जी आप की भाभी जी व  वो सब जो वहाँ मोजूद थ

आभा जी आप से एक बिनती है कि आप मुझे बताए कि आप गुरुश्री  से मेरा पहली बार मिलना हुआ कि मैंने अपना दिल खोल के आप दोनो से बातें की आप को कैसा लगा

जय श्री कृष्ण आभा जी

आभा जी ये मेरी ठाकुर जी से हमेशा प्रार्थना होती थी कि जो आप का दिव्य वृंदावन है मुझे उस  में प्रवेश दीजिये। निज महल में प्रवेश exactly वो हीथा I Every picture became alive in that room as he was present in that room. When guruji asked me to come n have darshan it was wonderful n amazing exprience of total satisfaction. N guru ji ne mere bhav ko samajh liya n he said ki aap ko poornta ka ehsaas ho raha hai  .Then i noded my head with a big yes .As I was not able to speak . I was feeling purity n divinty all time.

When guru ji told ki abha ji mein darshan karo, I saw Glittering golden n silver light coming out of your forehead and Shree ji swaroop was on that.

Aap ko mera barm baar pranaam. As guru ji was telling all this i felt Shree ji was present in him  When ever i rewind my memory,  it was Shree ji  who was giving instructions in gurujis swaroop. koti koti pranaam to gurushree.

My bhav as i have written was purest of pure. I became very small girl.

ये मेरी वो स्थिति थी कि  जब एक पवित्र व पाक आत्मा पहलीबार होश संभाल रही थी। मुझे ये लगा की  मेरा दिव्य वृंदावन में प्रवेश था।

And when Gurushree told ki we have to leave this room, i was feeling की वक़्त रुक जाये ठाकुर जी मुझे कुछ नहीं चाहिए मुझे यहीं से वापिस ले चलो अपने निज धाम। मुझे उस दुनिया में वापिस नहीं जाना।

It was my total samrpan at that point. Mujhe nahi pta ye sab jo mere sath hua ye  aap ko kaisa lage ga but it is what i felt  मेरा मन तो वहीं रह गया है।   मैं वास्तविक में सदा वहीं रहना चाहती हूँ उनके साथ उनकेश्री चरणोमें

मुझ से कोई ग़लती हुई हो तो छोटी बच्ची समझ कर माफ़ कीजिए

ठाकुर जी के श्री चरणो में बार बार माफ़ी माँगती हूँ  अगर जाने अनजाने में मुझ से कुछ भूल हुई है उसे क्षमा कार मुझे अपने चरणो में लगाए रखे
Manoj Sharma:

Jai shree krishn abha ji.

We are there in nij mahal.

I felt very positive energies there.

My mind was totally calm and no thoughts were coming in the mind .

When guru ji told we will feel Shreejis presence, I saw a web in front of me and it was full of bright peacock colour.

Secondly i got darshan of gau mata on Abha jis forehead  when she was sitting in the centre .

Shreeji in his lalan swaroop was also present there.

My total exprience was presence of positive energies

We always talk about our this wonderful  tour which is very close to our heart .

Abha ji i have no words to explain how blessed  n lucky I am feeling .

Thanks a lot abha ji

Nisha Khandelwal:

On 16th February 2016 at Shreeji Nij Niwas, I felt calmness and peace.

When Sudhir bhai instructed I saw the Sathiya made of flowers.I had darshans of three colour lights – Yellow, orange, Blue; which was moving very fast over the Sathiya in the form of a flame.

(Later Abhaji explained that it was Shreeji who gave us darshans in this Form)

On Abhaji’s forehead on the left side, I saw clear picture of ShreeNathji Mangla Darshan with silver outline of His Dhoti. I got goose bumps.

When I met Abhaji after an hour these marks, Darshans were not there.

Vrindavan yatra was a very different experience, amazing anubhuties!

Pragnaji Shah:

” श्रीजी निजनिवास ”

महासुद -९ ( १६-२-२०१६)
एक अलौकिक अनुभूति का अनुभव।
प्रथम आँखे बंध करनेके बाद … पीछे की दीवार पर स्वस्तिक चिन्ह है
उस जगह से ” गोकुल चाँद – गोकुल चाँद ” शब्दों की मधुर गूंज
कर्ण पटल पर सुनाई देने लगी.
बाद मे धीरे धीरे आँखों के सामने एक प्रज्वलित गोल घूमता हुआ महसूस किया।
मस्तिस्क और पूरे शरीर मे  कुछ प्रवाह  का स्पर्श महशुश किया.
आँखे खोलने के बाद एक अद्भुत शांति और आनंद प्राप्त हुआ।
” साक्षात + शांति + आनंद = अलौकिकता ”
श्री जी के जय हो …..
प्रज्ञा शाह का जय श्री कृष्ण

(These are all their personal writings and experiences. I have only corrected few grammatical errors).

Jai Shreeji, Jai Gurushree;

It has been an alokik anubhuti for all, and I express gratitude from all of us for the kripa and sacred divya darshans.

जो श्रम ठाकुरजी को हुआ उसके लिए क्षमा चाहते हैं,

प्रणाम,

आपकी आभा शाहरा श्यामा

A group photo of all the people whose experience I have described above.

“JAI HO”

 

 

 

 

Shreeji gives us Hukum to come play Holi with Him at His Haveli on Valentine’s Day

ShreeNathji – His “LIVE” interactions varta in today’s time period.

Shreeji gives us Hukum to come play Holi with Him at His Haveli on Valentine’s Day

“मुझे तुम दोनों के साथ रहना था और होली भी खेलनी थी”.

 

 13th, 14th, 15th February, 2008. Magh Sud Ashtmi, VS 2064

(I am speech less after this writing; no words will ever be able to describe the magnitude of Shreeji’s love for his bhakts).

ShreNathji at Rajbhog Darshans

 

… On 13th morning, around 11.30 am, Gurushree Sudhir bhai calls up, “Do you want to go to Nathdwara? We will leave today evening, do all darshans tomorrow and come back on the 15th evening”.

As the program is so sudden, I reply that I need some time to think it over and will call him back in sometime. Sudhir bhai realizing that I am a little hesitant says it is okay, we will go some other time.
As for me, I was hesitant because there are some important work and appointments lined up for the next day.
I am in a confused state of mind at having said no to going for darshans.
In an hour I receive another call from Gurushree, “I have booked my ticket on the 5.40 pm Kingfisher flight and I am leaving for Nathdwara”.

I have never ever declined an offer to visit Dear ShreeNathji, so I am upset, as how could Gurushree decide to go without me.
(At this moment I am not aware that it is Shreeji’s hukum for us to reach Nathdwara).
As I whined on the phone, my two daughters who were watching this, asked me, “Who are you speaking to and what is happening”?

 

I explained how I had hesitated to go for darshans to Nathdwara earlier and now Sudhir bhai is going by himself.
“So why are you so upset? Why don’t you also go”? I explained that I could not as this was so sudden and there were some very important appointments and work lined up for the next day

 

My daughters laughed, “You are so stupid, mummy, please go we will manage all of this, no worries. We can also help you pack. Let’s book your ticket too. Don’t worry about us. How does it matter if its last minute? We will complete everything for you. Just go, we know how much you love going to Nathdwara”. So they made my bookings in the same Kingfisher flight and I was lucky enough to get the ticket too.

 

While packing, I can already feel a sudden bliss which overcomes me. It felt sooo good, going to Nathdwara. All goes smooth, and my dear daughters packed me off to go visit my beloved ShreeNathji.
The amazing events and happening felt incredible. I felt so light, so joyous, just kept on laughing, nothing else mattered. Suddenly I felt transformed. All worries disappeared. All I could think of was to reach Nathdwara soon and go for ShreeNathji darshans.
This transformation happens in many of my yatras as usual, when I feel like a different person. Sudhir bhai says that it is my soul which takes over me in the outer world.

 

From now till the next morning it never struck me that it is 14th and Valentine’s Day.

 

Next morning, as we waited in the Haveli parisar for Mangla darshan to open, Gurushree, Sudhir bhai finally told me something very astounding, as to the real reason why we had to come so suddenly.

“Shreeji learnt the meaning of Valentine’s day from me. He sees the excitement happening all around so asked me what it actually means. I explained simply, saying that it is a day when people celebrate with their loved ones. Shreeji was very excited and then gave me hukum that he wanted you and me to be in Nathdwara for the 14th February.
“He, ShreeNathji”, wished to spend the Valentine’s Day with both of us, because we were the two bhakts that He loved deeply, in our world; Abha Shahra and Sudhir Shah. Also it is Falgun month and Holi is played in His mandir, so Shreeji invited both of us to be present on Valentine’s Day at His Haveli to play Holi with us.
That is why I called up and made a sudden program. Shreeji did not let me tell you at that time, why we had to make a sudden decision. His order was that I could only tell you once we reach the Haveli”.

 

What a super surprise!
Shreeji made Sudhir bhai plan this yatra, so that He, ShreeNathji, Thakurjee, wanted to be with both of us at His Param Dham, Nathdwara, for Valentine’s and He wished to play Holi with us at His mandir.

I am speech less after this writing. What do I say? I am at a loss of words here; no words will ever be able to describe the magnitude of Shreeji’s love for his bhakts.

 

Later at the mandir before Rajbhog Darshans, as we sat at the Dhajaji, we heard Shreeji,

श्रीजी: “देखो मैंने तुम दोनों को बुला लिया ना  मुझे मालूम पड़ गया वैलेंटाइन डे किया होता है .

मुझे तुम दोनों के साथ रहना था और होली भी खेलनी थी.

बहुत अच्छा किया की तुमने सुधीर की बात मान ली.

तुम दोनों मेरे बहुत प्यारे हो”.

“मैंने ही सुधीर से कहा था की तुम लोग नाथद्वारा आओ और मेरे साथ होली खेल कर मेरे साथ वैलेंटाइन डे मनाओ”.

Shreeji:“See, I called both of you’ll here. I understood what Valentine’s Day means.
I told Sudhir that I wished to spend this day with both of you at My mandir and also play Holi with you’ll.
I am glad that you agreed to Sudhir and came here.
Both of you are my loved bhakts”.
“It was Me who ordered Sudhir to come to Nathdwara, and play Holi with Me at My mandir on this day”.

 

The ten minutes as we stood sanmukh Thakurjee in the Rajbhog darshans, it felt as if time stood still. I stood transfixed watching Shreeji being covered with Holi colours. It was like entering into a trance.

I received the best of darshans and just stood there in His Sanmukh; feeling Shreeji’s Love as I was drenched with His vibrations; it is a very pure and sublime moment, nothing else is remembered;
Though there is tremendous crowd and noise, I am not distracted. It is me and Shreeji playing Holi and the rest of the world disappears for those few moments.
Gurushree and I stood before Shreeji, on Valentine’s Day, 14th February 2008, playing Holi with Him, drenched in His love for us.

The divyata of this moment has no verbal expression. It is only to be felt and be very very grateful for the kripa.

This entire darshan takes nearly 30 minutes. We do not shake off the sacred colours; it is collected in a packet to be distributed as Shreeji’s Blessings to close family.

 

One should not run away thinking about the clothes; in fact this drenching with colours in Shreeji’s mandir, within His Purest vibrations is one of the easiest ways to enter higher purity. Shreeji Himself plays colours for an entire month, so that all bhakts can avail of His purifying Blessings.
After this is the ‘Aarti’.

As I bow, my forehead which touches the ground is also covered with the pure, divine colours. I do not wipe it off and accept this as a parting gift from my beloved Shreeji.

 

When Shreeji wishes some happening to take place, nothing can come in between. All plans work perfectly for Him.
How it happens, Sudhir bhai tells me often I should not think, only keep faith and accept gratefully what Shreeji gives us, in small matters as well as big happenings.
We complete all the eight darshans that day and visit Shreeji’s gaushala. I had also booked thuli for all my kids.

 

I am speech less after this writing. What do I say? I am at a loss of words here; no words will ever be able to describe the magnitude of Shreeji’s love for his bhakts.

My entire love and devotions are there for Him thanking Him for this Kripa and Grace. How lucky could I be!

Jai Ho Prabhu, Jai Shreeji!

 

ShreeNathji Live Darshans at Rajbhog, in Nathdwara mandir, on Ekadasi:

 

श्रीनाथजी ठाकुरजी से एक दिव्य वार्तालाप और लीला..Divya conversation and leela with Shree Thakurjee in today’s time period”.

Miracle Live Darshans at Rajbhog, in Nathdwara mandir

श्रीनाथजी के आलोकिक दर्शन नाथद्वारा हवेली; राजभोग में,

“..तुरंत मुझे श्रीजी की  नटखट मधुर खिलखिलाहट कान में सुनी..”

(This post has been published in Hindi and English to make it easily readable to all bhakts)

14th June 2008

आज भी हमारे बीच श्रीनाथजी अपना हवेली मंदिर छोड़ कर अपने चहेते भक्त के साथ खेलने जाते हैं.

ऐसा लगता है की ६०० साल पुरानी एतिहासिक वैशनव वार्ता एक बार फिर ठाकुरजी हमारे बीच दोहरा रहे हैं, अपने कुछ भक्तों के साथ लीला करते हैं. 

Even today in our present time period, ShreeNathji leaves His Haveli Mandir to play with His Bhakts. This is like a repeat of the Vaishnav Vaartas from five hundred years ago, when He interacted with His chosen bhakts in the most Live manner.

आगे पढ़िए..

Read on…

इस वार्ता में आपके साथ मैं एक बहुत ही अधभुत और दिव्य अनुभूति  शेर करना चाहती हूँ. नाथद्वारा में घटित यह प्रभु की आलोकिक लीला और खेल है.

I share my very special day at Nathdwara, when something very unique and miraculous happened. This very auspicious day was:

 १४ जून २००८- निर्जला एकादसी; ज्येष्ठ सूद ग्यारस 

14 June 2008 – Nirjala Ekadasi; Jyesth Sud gyaras

बहुत भीड़ होने के बावजूद हमने सुबह के तीनों दर्शन शांति पूर्ण करे. आश्चर्य होता है की इतनी भीड़ के बावजूद सभी भक्त नाथद्वारा के पतली गली और मंदिर परिसर में समा जाते हैं. 

We completed the three morning darshans in peace; though because of the extreme crowds it becomes difficult even to walk at a regular pace. It is incredible how so many bhakts are accommodated in the narrow lanes and the mandir parisar.

आज राजभोग दर्शन(हर दिन का यह चौथा दर्शन होता है)में श्रीजी ने यह अधभुत और दिव्य खेल खेला.  बड़े मुखियाजी आज सेवा में है. हम ‘डोलती बारी’ में श्रीनाथजी के सम्मुख दर्शन का आनंद ले रहे हैं. मुखियाजी श्रीजी का श्रींगार पूर्ण कर रहे हैं.

It was in Rajbhog Darshans (This is the fourth darshan of the day) that Shreeji did this unique leela. It was the senior Mukhiyaji in sewa today. We stood praying in the Dolti Baari,(darshan hall) before Shreeji, and watched Mukhiyaji complete the final Shringar for Shreeji.

जिन भक्त को नाथद्वारा दर्शन के लिए आने का सौभाग्य प्राप्त हुआ है, वे जानते हैं की राजभोग दर्शन में श्रीनाथजी को बाँसुरी जी और छड़ीजी चढ़ाई जाती है. उनके बग़ल में ३ या ४ कमल भेंट करते हैं. 

All who may have been here know that Shreeji is offered His Bansuri jiand Chadi ji in the Rajbhog darshan. His three or four Kamal are also offered on His arms, around His waist.

मैं शांत और गम्भीरता से मुखियाजी को श्रीनाथजी का शृंगार धरते दर्शन कर रही हूँ. मुखियाजी श्रीनाथजी को पहले दो कमल धर चुके हैं, जो श्रीजी ने स्वीकार कर लिए. आश्चर्य हुआ की जब वे तीसरा कमल चढ़ाते हैं तो श्रीजी स्वीकार नहीं करते हैं. 

I stand at peace, transfixed as I watch Mukhiyaji complete Thakurjee’s shringar. He carefully places the first two Kamal flowers on Shreeji’s waist; but surprisingly, as he tries placing the third one, Shreeji refused to accept this lotus.

 

अचानक उसी पल मुझे श्रीजी की मधुर गूँज अपने कान में सुनाई दी, “अरे हटाओ मुझे चुबता है” 

Instantly at the same moment I hear Shreeji’s sweet, melodious voice whisper in my ears,”Arrey, take it away, it pricks Me”

उसी पल हमने देखा की मुखियाजी तीसरा कमल फूल श्रीजी से दूर हटा रहे हैं . श्रीजी जो मेरे कान में बोल रहे थे, उसी पल मुखियाजी वह आदेश का पालन सामने  सेवा में कर रहे थे.  

In that immediate moment I saw Mukhiyaji take the third lotus away from Shreeji. It was in perfect timing as I heard Shreeji say these words in my ears, that the Mukhiyaji also followed the same instructions in sewa.

नियम है की अगर श्रीजी अंगीकार नहीं करते तो सेवा कर रहे मुखियाजी साक्षात दण्डवत से माफ़ी माँगते हैं, जो उन्ने अभी करी.

When Shreeji refuses anything the Mukhiyaji doing sewa has to do a shashtang bow and ask for forgiveness; which he did.

तुरंत मुझे श्रीजी की  नटखट मधुर खिलखिलाहट कान में सुनी,“देखो मैंने कमल नहीं लिया  उसको बोला हटाओ, हा हा हा; मैं ऐसे ही खेल करता हूँ”.

Immediately I heard Shreeji’s naughty laughter in my ear,“See I did not accept it, told him to remove it. Ha, ha, ha, I like to Play in this way”.

मुझे अपने आँख और कानों पर भरोसा नहीं हो रहा है. यह तो साक्षात दर्शन की कृपा है, ठाकुरजी की. श्रीनाथजी हमारे इतने नज़दीक से लीला कर रहे हैं. मैंने गर्दन घुमाई लेकिन ऐसा लगा की सबने देखा लीला को किंतु किसीने यह आवाज़ नहीं सुनी और समझे नहीं श्रीजी का खेल.परम आनंद है. हमने आरती पूरी करी, दण्डवत करके डोलती बारी से बाहर आ गए.

I could not believe my eyes and ears. This was Sakshat Darshans. Shreeji was here with us blessing us so closely. I looked around, but though all saw what had happened, no one else seemed to hear Shreeji’s voice. What bliss! We did the Aarti, bowed and left.

दर्शन करके जैसे ही हम हवेली से बाहर निकले, मुझे फिर से श्रीजी की मौजूदगी का एहसास हुआ. श्रीजी की मधुर आवाज़ सुनाई दी, जो नटखट, मस्ती भरी स्वर में बातचीत कर रहे थे;

As we walked out of the Haveli, I again realized Shreeji’s Presence with us. I hear His sweet voice again, speaking in a very amused and naughty tone;

श्रीजी कह रहे थे: “मैं तुम्हारे साथ चलता हूँ. आज मुझे बहुत मज़ा आया, वोह मुखिया को मैंने बेवकूफ बनाया; हा हा हा. मुझे कुछ नहीं चुबता था.  वह तो आज तुमको मेरा खेल दिखाना चाहता था.  तू हमेशा बोलती रहती दर्शन देने के लिए, तुम्हे आज दर्शन दे दिया.  मुखिया की कोई गलती नहीं थी, वह तो मेरा खेल था सिर्फ़ तुम्हारे लिए. मैंने थोड़ी सी मस्ती करी. तुम्हे आनंद आया की नहीं? चलो यह मेरा खेल मेरी वेबसाइट पर लिख देना.कोई पूछे की तुम यह कैसे लिख सकती हो, तो बोल देना की श्रीजी का हुकुम है”.

Shreeji spoke: “I will come with you’ll. I had a lot of fun today, I fooled the Mukhiya, ha,ha, ha. Nothing was pricking me. I only wanted to show you My Play. You always keep asking for darshans, I showed you my Play today. It was my Leela only for you today, the Mukhiya did not commit any mistake. I just did some maasti. Did you enjoy in this?Ok, write about My Play on ‘MY’ website. If anyone asks why you have written, say that it is Shreeji’s hukum”.

श्रीजी आगे कहते हैं, “यह तुम्हारा प्रसाद आज के लिए. अब ‘टिक टिक’ मत करना. बहुत दिमाग खाती रहती है की दर्शन कराओ, मेरा भी और इसका(गुरुश्री)भी ”.

Shreeji continues talking, “This is your Prasad for today, hence forth stop all your tik, tik (pestering), you keep eating My head and his (Gurushree’s), for My Darshans”.

पूरे दिन यह अधभूत लीला मेरे विचार में घूम रही है. मेरे सोच में आ रहा है, की ऐसा मैं ने क्या कर्म किया इस ठाकुरजी के साक्षात्कार पाने के लिए. श्रीजी ने शायद यह विचार को समझ लिया.

Later in the day all this happening was very strong in my mind. I wondered what had I done to deserve this Sakshatkar Darshan? Shreeji must have realized this thought in my mind.

कुछ समय बाद श्रीनाथजी ने मुझे समझाया, “सुधीर ने आज सुबह मुझ से विनती करी थी, ‘श्रीजी इसको (आभा) कुछ दर्शन देने की कृपा करें,  इसका बहुत मन बहुत शुद्ध है और यह आप पर पूर्ण भाव और श्रद्धा रखती है’.तो देखो, मैंने तुम्हें कितने अच्छे दर्शन दिए” .

ShreeNathji later explained to me, “Sudhir had requested me today morning, ‘Shreeji, please grant her (Abha) Your Darshans; she is fully surrendered to You and keeps complete bhav and shraddha on You’So see I gave such Live Darshans to you. Ha Ha Ha..”

मैंने श्रीजी से पूछा, “श्रीजी, मुखियाजी को कैसे पता चलता है की आप कुछ शृंगार स्वीकार नहीं करेंगे”?

I ask Shreeji, “Shreeji, how does the Mukhiyaji come to know that You will not accept”?

श्रीजी जवाब देते हैं, “मैं उस चीज को मुझे छूने नहीं देता हूँ. वह मुझसे दूर होती रहती है”.

Shreeji replies, “I do not let the object touch Me, it keeps jumping away from Me”.

जिसका मतलब हुआ की श्रीजी उस शृंगार को अपने पास नहीं आने देते, जो उन्हें उस समय स्वीकार नहीं करना होता है. वह उनकी शक्तिशाली प्रकाश से दूर रहता है.

Which would mean that He keeps blowing it away from Him, so the Mukhiyaji is not able to get it close to Him, it gets ejected from Him)

और ज़्यादा क्या  लिखूँ या समझाने की कोशिश कर सकती हूँ?

आलोकिक लीला और दिव्य खेल दर्शन सिर्फ़ शुद्ध भाव और श्रद्धा में समझे जा सकते हैं. 

यह श्रीनाथजी की हवेली है. यहाँ श्रीनाथजी का दिव्य स्वरूप विराजमान है. श्रीजी यहाँ व्रज से उठ कर पधारे थे. इस मंदिर, हवेली में कुछ सेवक  ऐसे भी हैं जिन्हें श्रीनाथजी का दिव्य अनुभव होता है.

What do I write or say or explain further? Certain spiritual happenings are beyond logic and can be understood only in faith.

It is ShreeNathji’s mandir, where we all believe Shreeji Lives in a very Live manner. Many sewaks have had an anubhuti of His Presence in the mandir.

मेरे श्रीजी, बहुत कृपा आपकी,

My Dear Shreeji, Thank You for all the kripa and love on this bhakt.

आपकी जय हो 

Jai Shreeji!

यह एक दिव्य लीला है, ठाकुरजी की. मैंने पूरी कोशिश करी है इसे उसी सादगी से आपके सामने रखने की, जितनी सादगी से प्रभु खेल कर देते हैं अपने भक्तों के साथ.

सिर्फ़ और सिर्फ़ श्रीनाथजी के हुकुम से और मेरे गुरुश्री के आशीर्वाद से आपके आनंद के लिए; 

आभा शाहरा श्यामॉ

 

 

 

 

 

 

We are called at 3.30 am to ShreeNathji’s Haveli.

ShreeNathji – His “LIVE” interactions Varta in today’s time period.

We are called at 3.30 am to Shreeji’s Haveli.

श्रीजी, “तुम ग़ुस्सा हो इतनी जल्दी उठा कर लाया तुम्हें?

 

This Varta is from the 3, 4 June, 2007

We leave for Nathdwara on the 3^rd afternoon. As it is Adhik maas, this yatra is planned to Nathdwara first and directly from there to Vraj Mandal, till the 13^th June.

We reach Nathdwara only at 8 pm. Next morning which is the 4^th  June, I am woken up at 2.45am by Gurushree, Sudhir bhai. “We will go and wait in the outer parisar of the Haveli early today. Shreeji has sent a hukum for us to be there early”.

I hurriedly shower and am ready by 3.15 am. Out on the streets, it is yet dark in total silence. There is hardly anyone to be seen this early, on way to the Haveli. We reach ShreeNathji Haveli at around 3.30 am and sit at our favorite place. It is an empty parisar with just the few guards outside the main gate of Shreeji mandir.

In this darkness, the early morning serenity and silence are broken by the loud banging from breakage going on around the Haveli.
This loud disturbing noise was because of throwing the stones and cement debris from the broken structures in a tractor.
This actually is the reason that Shreeji has ordered us to be here so early today. As we sit here, Shreeji’s divine Presence can be felt very strongly. His melodious voice echos,

श्रीजी – ” तुम ग़ुस्सा हो इतनी जल्दी उठा कर लाया तुम्हें?

Shreeji – “Are you angry that I woke you so early and bought you here”

मैंने जवाब दिया – ‘नहीं श्रीजी, बिलकुल नहीं, हुकुम करिये ‘
I answer – ‘Of course not at all Shreeji, tell me your hukum’.
श्रीजी – “देखो यह कैसे पत्थर पटकते हैं। कितनी आवाज़ करते हैं। श्रीजी कैसे सो सकते हैं यह कोई सोचता ही नहीं. किसी को परवाह नहीं की श्रीजी जाग जाएँगे। पूरी रात इसी तरह शोर करते हैं। तुम्हें यह बताना था”।

Shreeji – “Just see, how these people bang stones. They make tremendous noise. No one has the bhao to understand that Shreeji must be sleeping inside. Nobody cares that how can Shreeji sleep in so much noise; He might be disturbed and will wake up. Entire night they make this loud noise. I called you early only to show you this noise.

 

श्रीजी – “मैंने सुधीर से यह बात कही थी रात को। लेकिन इसने जवाब दिया की, ‘ श्रीजी, आप ही के मंदिर का काम चल रहा है, थोड़ी आवाज़ तो होगी ही, चला लेना पड़ेगा। इन लोगों में समझ नहीं है कि आपको डिस्टर्ब होता होगा। आप ही चाहते हैं कि मंदिर का काम हो’। सुधीर सही कहता है”.

Shreeji – “I had mentioned this to Sudhir earlier. He told me that, ‘Shreeji Your mandir work is going on, there will be some noise. You will have to accommodate this noise for some days. The authorities here lack understanding; they will not understand that it might disturb You’.

Sudhir speaks right”.

 

मैंने जवाब दिया – ‘श्रीजी, मैं इनको कहूँ काम धीमे करने के लिए’।

I ask Shreeji – ‘Shreeji should I request them to work silently’.
श्रीजी – “नहीं, नहीं, तुम कुछ मत बोलना। मैं तो तुम्हें जल्दी लाया था सिर्फ़ दिखाने के लिए।

काम तो करना ही होता है। तुम अपनी वेब्सायट  में लिखना की देखो किसी को,भाव नहीं है श्रीजी के लिए”।

(हम लोग श्रीजी के हुकुम से उनकी वेबसाइट श्रीनाथजीभक्ति बनाने की तैयारी कर रहे थे)

Shreeji – “No no, you don’t have to say anything to them. I bought you here only to show this to you. The work will have to be completed. You can write this on your website, look what is happening; no one has any bhao for Shreeji anymore”. (This was the time when we were planning Shreenathjibhakti website for Shreeji, under His hukum).
We sat like this for nearly an hour. Shreeji keeps on making jokes about the loud noise that is happening.

श्रीजी – “यह देखो आइ पत्थर लेकर, अब पटकेगी। पटको,पटको, ज़ोर से पटको, हा हा हा..”

Shreeji – “See here she comes with the stones, now she will bang the stones loudly now. Throw, throw, throw, bang loudly, ha, ha, ha”

Shreeji keeps on making me laugh, asking me if I was angry that He had woken me up so early as we just sat here doing nothing.

श्रीजी – “देखो, मैं तुमको कितना हंसाता  रहता हूँ”. सबको ख़ुशी देनी चाहिए”.
Shreeji – “See, how I make you laugh always, we should give joy to everyone”.

 

During day time because of the heavy crowd there is no place for a tractor to come inside to carry the cement and stones.

The only problem was that these workers threw the stones in the tractor with a loud bang; they obviously had no instructions or training from the mandir authorities to work silently. This being Shreeji’s Haveli where He lives, He is very disturbed by the loud noise and banging all night through.

When we wait at Mangla all Vaishnavs are always asked to stay quiet, as Shreeji is sleeping inside. None is allowed in the premises once the Shayan Darshan is over. No one inside also dares to make any noise, as not to cause disturbance to Thakurjee.

It is only after Shankhnaad that Shreeji wakes up. This proves that all believe of ShreeNathji’s “LIVE PRESENCE” in His Haveli.

All locals as well as authorities must have been aware of this loud banging every day, yet none had the bhao to go correct the situation and make it quieter. Maybe that is why Shreeji woke us and called us here to show what is happening.

(As Sudhir bhai had explained that the work has to go on, Shreeji should allow it. We cannot help it if the people in power have no bhao to think that Shreeji is sleeping inside and will be disturbed. So Shreeji maybe decides that He will let the work continue, and go sleep somewhere else. Shreeji, being so full of kindness and compassion forgives all. All He told me was to write about this happening on my website. We had tears in our eyes. Have we lost all bhao. Entire nights Shreeji may have not been able to sleep because of the very loud noise of loading stones in a tractor).

It is His town and His Haveli; and may be Shreeji is not happy with the way His sewa  is being done. Who can stop Him if He decides to leave and go back to His favorite Dham, Vraj Mandal.

People have come with their shops till the main entrance of Shreeji’s Haveli. Here they dirty and cause filth all over, not giving any thought about the purity that should be maintained if God Lives here. They all take advantage of the kindness and forgiveness nature of Shreeji.

Mangla opened at 5 am today.

Shreeji kripa rakhen, You are very kind and forgiving.

Shreeji ki Jai ho!

 

 

 

 

Our first visit to Ghasiyar-ShreeNathji comes with us to visit His old Home.

ShreeNathji – His “LIVE” interactions varta in today’s time period.

Our first visit to Ghasiyar-ShreeNathji comes with us to visit His old Home.

श्रीनाथजी तुरंत मुझे जवाब देते हैं, “मुझे अच्छी तरह याद है, घसियार हवेली मेरा पुराना घर है. मैं वहां कभी कभी जाता हूँ. आज मैं भी तुम्हारे साथ चलूँगा”.

5th June 2007

When doing some research on ShreeNathji details for His website, (www.shreenathjibhakti.org); I came across this place called Ghasiyar. This is the Haveli that Shreeji had stayed for nearly ten years.

It looked very interesting and to know further details and get some photos for the website a visit was essential. I explained to Sudhir bhai about this divine place, and that this had been Shreeji’s home for ten long years. Sudhir bhai agreed to visit, so today we would do our Guwal and Rajbhog darshans here at Ghasiyar.

I am super excited to visit this place, as it sounds so pure and sacred. So today early morning when waiting with Gurushree for Mangla darshans to open, at around 4am, I tried talking to  Shreeji, informing Him about our visit to His old Haveli at Ghasiyar later that day.

मुझे घसियार दर्शन करने की बहुत ही कतूहलता हो रही थी; उसके बारे में पढ़ने के बाद लगता था की बहुत ही पवित्र और शुद्ध जगह है. इसलिए आज प्रातकाल 4 बजे, जब गुरुश्री के साथ मंगला दर्शन के लिए हवेली के बाहर खड़ी थी, मैंने श्रीजी से वार्तालाप करने की कोशिश करी; उन्हें बताने के लिए की हम आज उनकी पुरानी हवेली पर जा रहे हैं, जो घसियार में है.

To my amazement, ShreeNathji replied immediately, “I remember it very well. Ghasiyar Haveli is my old home. I visit there sometimes. I will also come with you’ll”.

श्रीनाथजी तुरंत मुझे जवाब देते हैं, “मुझे अच्छी तरह याद है, घसियार हवेली मेरा पुराना घर है. मैं वहां कभी कभी जाता हूँ. आज मैं भी तुम्हारे साथ चलूँगा”.

It felt to me as if I was a part of Him and going to visit His old Home was as nostalgic for me, and felt as if I belonged here.

मुझे इस समय यह महसूस होने लगा की मैं श्रीनाथजी का ही कुछ हिस्सा हूँ, और उनके पुराने घर पर जाना मेरे लिए उनके जितना ही रोमांचक हो रहा था; ऐसे प्रतीत हो रहा था की मैं भी यहीं की हूँ.

So around 9-9.30 am, after completing the Shringar darshans at Nathdwara Haveli we left for Ghasiyar .

Once there at Ghasiyar later in the day, Shreeji was very happy. I could again feel His Vibrational Presence, talking to me from inside; telling me how happy He is to be here and how He moves around the entire area enjoying Himself tremendously. He told me He would also be Present inside the Nij Mandir today when both the darshans opened.

Again I felt Shreeji’s Presence around us complaining like a small child, “It is very hot here, but I am very happy that you both remember this place, anyone hardly visits this place.

श्रीजी की मौजूदगी का फिर एहसास होता है. उनकी मोहक आवाज़ में वोह शिकायत करते हैं, “यहाँ तो बहुत गर्मी है, लेकिन कोई बात नहीं. मैं खुश हूँ की तुम लोग ने याद करा. यहाँ और कोई आता ही नहीं है”.

We received Prasad of ‘Khopra pak’ today; which was extremely sweet and tasty. I tried telling Shreeji in my mind how extra sweet and tasty the Prasad was. “Of course, it will be”, Shreeji again said, “I like eating extra sweet offerings”.

हमें प्रसाद में आज खोपरा पाक मिला जो की बहुत ही जियादा मीठा था. मन में मैंने श्रीजी को यह बताने  की कोशिश करी, की यह खोपरा पाक कितना मीठा और स्वादिष्ट है. “अरे वोह तो होगा ही ना, मुझे अधिक मीठा प्रसाद पसंद है”, श्रीजी जवाब देते हैं.

Later I mentioned to Sudhir bhai about this anubhuti. At that moment he silenced me, saying “Yes, I know; you are very lucky. Hardly anyone would be able to experience all the Divine closeness with Shreeji”.

Gurushree Sudhir bhai and I came here at Ghasiyar to study the details. We took pictures from outside, as similar to the Nathdwara Haveli no photography is allowed in the mandir premises. We stayed on for nearly 3-4 hours, enjoying the serenity and sacredness of the whole area. We managed to do darshans of Gwal and Rajbhog.

My Dear ShreeNathji Baba ki Jai Ho!

Ghasiyar photos from our visits there:

Details about Ghasiyar:

As ShreeNathji travelled to Mevar, His Rath got stuck at one spot. When asked why, Shreeji replied, “My bhakt Ajaba Kunwari lived here; so My mandir should be built here, I will live here for a long time; this place reminds Me of Braj, I like the mountains here”. “There is also the Banas River which represents Yamunaji”. “This is Ajaba Kunwari’s land”, Shreeji said; “I will stay here. Tell all the Gusain Balak to build their baithak here also”.
Shri Govindaji began preparations to get the mandir ready. He ordered Gopaldas Usta, to hire maximum people and make sure that ShreeNathji mandir is ready in the earliest possible time. Work began day and night with hundreds of workers, and in a few months Shreeji’s mandir was ready.

In Vikram Samvat 1672 in Falgun Vad Satam, (AD-1728) Shri Damodar Maharajji (ShriDauji) established ShreeNathji’s Paat in the mandir Haveli. It was all perfectly done with Vastu pratishta and pujan, according to Vedic rites. Slowly all the various rituals and festivals were started again here similar to the Govardhan hill. Since then Shreeji happily began living here at Mewar.
A Gaushala was also built close by for all of Shreeji’s cows.
Shri Dauji Maharaj with a lot of loving care took care of Shreeji, and celebrated all utsav and the Mahautsav; all Shringar was also done by him.

But soon there was a problem created by the Scindia army. They wanted 3 lakh mudras or else threatened to loot the Haveli. As soon as the Maharana of Udaipur heard this he immediately made arrangements to move Shreeji to Udaipur for safety. Shreeji stayed in the Udaipur Haveli for nearly 10 months till His new Haveli was built at a place called Ghasiyar. This scenic place is situated in the Gokunda Mountains.
As Shreeji should not feel upset with the whole arrangement an exact replica of His Haveli in Nathdwara was erected. His Paat Utsav was celebrated here. Sewa similar to the Haveli at Nathdwara was also established soon.

There is a very interesting story behind the reason for moving out from Ghasiyar and back to Nathdwara.
Shri Gusainji-son of Mahaprabhuji had 7 sons. One of them, Shri Girdhariji came here with ShreeNathji for continuation of sewa. He was in charge of looking after the needs of Shreeji.

Once the Ghasiyar Haveli was built, all the followers and sewaks who had accompanied Him from Giriraj, (the original Appearance place of Shreeji) settled with Shreeji here at Ghasiyar for His sewa. Soon Shri Girdhariji began to face problems. He found that all children born here did not survive. It was discovered that the environment and water here was bad, and would not let any further generations of Mahaprabhuji survive. In great distress Shri Girdhariji went and bowed before Shreeji, telling Him of this misfortune; “There will be no one left to do Your sewa, we have to move back from here”. As Shri Girdhariji bowed down, Shreeji spread His feet side ways, outwardly, putting His right hand on his head as blessings and approval. (These are the darshans maintained here in the form of a pichwai showing Shreeji’s lotus feet turned sideways).
With Shreeji’s approval and blessings, they all moved back.
After Shreeji shifted back from here, His Haveli has been left intact, with the sewa continuing in a similar manner. No village has been built around here. The management is with the Nathdwara board. The place is nearly always empty. Three people manage it on a regular basis: the main mukhiyaji-Abgirdhar, munim and a watchman. As we spoke to the mukhiyaji he told us that about 15-20 bhakts came in for darshans daily; as people are not aware that such a place exists.

Though there is a Gaushala very few cows stay on a regular basis. During Annakut about 500 cows come here from Nathdwara which then return. Also when there is shortage of green grass around the Nathdwara Gaushala, some cows are temporarily shifted here.