ShreeNathji enjoys sports day at a school.

ShreeNathji – His ” LIVE” interactions Varta in today’s time period

श्रीनाथजी से दिव्य  वार्तालाप आज के ज़माने मैं..

ShreeNathji enjoys sports day at a school.

श्रीनाथजी, “मैं ६ बजे तेरे यहाँ आ गया और मेरी छवि मैं बैठ गया था, फिर जल्दी से भागा और उसके साथ गाडी में बैठ गया”…

1st November 2006

It is my child’s sports day today.
She has always been a very good athlete, and is excited, though a little nervous. She has to leave very early for the sports ground. Before leaving she prays to ShreeNathji for His blessings. (Shreeji’s large Chavi is in our living room and we pass it always when leaving the house).

As I am not going with her, I call my dear close friend, Millie who would be there at the sports ground, and request her to keep me posted about happenings at the races. Few hours into the event I receive her call, saying that my child has won gold in all the events. She won five gold medals in athletics this year.

As the varta goes:

A day earlier to the sports day, I had called up my Gurushree, Shri Sudhirbhai, asking for blessings for my child; so now I call up to inform him about her accomplishments.

Gurushree, is delighted and I hear him thanking ShreeNathji also.

Later that same night I have this very incredible vivid conversation with ShreeNathji Himself who describes His version of the sports event!

Writing it exactly as it went:

श्रीजी मुझसे कहेते हैं, “कल जब तुम सुधीर से फ़ोन पर बात कर रही थी मैं सुधीर के पास ही था. मैंने उसको पूछा की ये स्पोर्ट्स डे क्या होता है? आभा क्या बात कर रही है?
Shreeji tells me, “Yesterday, when you were talking to Sudhir on the phone, I was there with him. I asked him what sports day means. What is Abha talking about?

श्रीजी आगे बताते हैं, “तो सुधीर ने मुझे समझाया की स्कूल के बच्चों की प्रतियोगिता होती है, और मुझसे पूछा की आप वहां जाकर देखना चाहते हैं? मैंने हाँ करी.
Shreeji continues, “Sudhir explained to Me that it is a school competition, and asked Me if I wished to go there and see how it happens. I said yes to him”.

श्रीजी- “अरे, इसने (सुधीर) बोला तो मैं वहां गया. नहीं तो मैं ऐसे कहीं किसी के साथ नहीं जाता”.
Shreeji- “Arrey, Sudhir told me to go, that is why I went there. Other wise I never go any where with anyone like this.

श्रीजी- “फिर समस्या हुई की मुझे कैसे पता चलेगा कहाँ जाना है? सुधीर ने सुझाव दिया की सुबह जल्दी आभा के यहाँ चले जाना और बच्ची के साथ में ही स्पोर्ट्स ग्राउंड चले जाना”.
Shreeji- “Then rose the problem of how will I know where to go? Sudhir guided Me saying that I should go early to Abha’s house. From there I can go with her child to the sports ground.

श्रीजी आगे बताते हैं, “इसलिए मैं सुबह ६ बजे से तेरे यहाँ आ गया था; मेरी बाहर वाली छवि मैं बैठ गया. सुबह तैयार होकर तेरी बच्ची मेरे पास आई प्रणाम करने और आशीर्वाद के लिए”.
“फिर जब देखा की वोह निकल रही है, जल्दी से भागा और उसके साथ गाडी में बैठ गया. क्यों की मालूम नहीं था की कहाँ जाना है”.
Shreeji continues, “So early morning at 6 I reached your house and sat down in My Chavi which is outside in the hall. Your child came to Me to do her pranam and for blessings, before she left. As soon as I saw her leave, I also ran and sat in the car with her; as I did not know where to go.

श्रीजी- “स्पोर्ट्स मैदान में, मैं उसके पीछे खड़ा हो गया, क्योंकि मालुम ही नहीं था की क्या करना है”. “फिर सब भागने लगे, और तेरी बच्ची भी तेज़ी से भागी. मैं तो खड़ा ही रह गया.वोह पहले नंबर पर आई, और खूब जोर से ताली बजी;
Shreeji- “At the sports ground I stood behind her, as I just did not know what to do”. “Then suddenly all began to run and your child also ran fast. I was just left standing there alone. She came first and all clapped loudly for her.

श्रीजी थोड़ी सी उदास आवाज़ में आगे बताते हैं, “लेकिन मुझे कोई नहीं देख रहा था. मैं खड़ा रहा, समझ में नहीं आया क्या करूँ. लेकिन मज़ा आया. बहुत धूप थी, और गर्मी भी.
Shreeji continues a little sadly, “But no one was looking at Me. I just stood there as I did not understand what to do.
It was a lot of fun. But it was very sunny and hot.

श्रीजी- “थोड़ी थोड़ी देर में मैं तेरी बच्ची का चेहरा देख लेता था, मैं सही जगह पर ही हूँ न.
वहाँ कई बच्चे कागज़ खोल कर कुछ खा रहे थे, वो क्या होता है?
Shreeji- “Every few minutes, I would look at your child’s face; and made sure that I am yet in the right place. Many children were eating something from a paper packet, what was that?”

आभा- “श्रीजी, वो सैंडविच होगा, सब बच्चे पसंद करते हैं”.
Abha- “Shreeji, that must be a sandwich. Most of the children enjoy eating that.

आभा- “श्रीजी यह तो बताइये की आपको कैसा लगा? आशा है की स्पोर्ट्स डे में आपको मजा आई. आपने कभी ऐसा देखा ही नहीं होगा”.
Abha- “Shreeji, how did You like being there, hope you enjoyed the Sports day and had fun. I am sure You must have never seen anything like this before”.

श्रीजी शिकायत के लहजे में, “अरे, सब कितनी आवाज़ करते हैं! बहुत गर्मी भी थी वहां. वोह लोग ऐ.सी (AC)रूम में क्यों नहीं भागते हैं?
Shreeji in a complaing tone, “Arrey, these children make so much noise! It also became very hot. Why don’t these children run in an AC room?”

मुझे हँसी आती है. “श्रीजी इसलिए की बहुत बच्चे होते हैं इतना बड़ा कमरा कहाँ से लाएँगे”.
I burst in laughter. “Shreeji, maybe because there are a lot of children. It is not possible to get such a large room for sports events”.

श्रीजी नटखट आवाज़ में कहते हैं, “हाँ.. फिर तो उनको एक छोटा ए.सी (AC) साथ लेकर दौड़ना चाहिए, अपने अपने सर के ऊपर. हा हा हा. लेकिन वोह चलेगा कैसे”.
और यह देखो, धूप में मैं कितना काला हो गया”. श्रीजी मजाक में कहते हैं.
Shreeji continues talking in His naughty tone, “Han.. But then they should all run with a small AC fitted on their head. Ha Ha, but then how will the AC work”.
Also just see, how black and dark I have become in the sun..” Shreeji jokes.

श्रीजी आगे कहते हैं, “बहुत बच्चे थे, मुझे आनंद आया. पहले मैंने सोचा की तेरी बच्ची को उठा कर जल्दी से आगे रख दूँ, पर सुधीर की कही हुई बात याद आ गयी। उसने बोला था, ‘श्रीजी कोई मस्ती नहीं करना वहाँ पर. सब लोग घबरा जायेंगे. कुछ नुक्सान भी नहीं होना चाहिए. फिर जब मन करे, आप वापस आ जाना’.
Shreeji continues with His dialogue, “There were a lot of children, I enjoyed Myself. Initially I had thought of lifting your child and putting her directly on the finish line. But I remembered Sudhir’s warning. He had told Me not to do any mischief and just watch. Sudhir had explained that I should not cause any problem, as it could frighten the people present there. And whenever I feel like it, I could leave and go back”.

My child also told me later. “I felt very confident and there was no exhaustion after running the races. There was no negative thought in my mind”. (She had won gold in all the three running events).
I explained God’s blessings to her, her own faith in Shreeji, and His Presence in our house. We both did a dhoop for Shreeji and thanked Him for His blessings.

The same day later Millie too told me that as she entered the sports ground, she smelt the fragrance of Nathdwara Prasad. She looked around her, but there was no tree or foliage from which the fragrance could come. It all felt very divine. While returning also, at the same point; she could smell the Nathdwara Prasad fragrance again.
This might be because of ShreeNathji’s Live Presence as Lalan in that area. And Millie is His bhakt.

Some happenings are un explainable and incredibly divine in nature. They cannot be explained in worldly language and can be understood and accepted only in faith and bhakti.

(For those who have never eaten the prasad from Nathdwara, Shreeji’s prasad has the typical fragrance of kapur( camphor) and some added spices which is very typical of the Nathdwara Haveli prasad).

It is always kripa of God and Guru, that one can be fortunate enough to be a nimit for such divine interactions.

My pranam to my Gurushree and MahaGurushree, I am humbled by this divyata in my life and the divine love and kripa that I am showered with!

Jai Shreeji
Jai Shree Radhe Krishn!

पूर्णता से समर्पित मेरे श्रीजी के चरणों में

With Thakurjee’s desire and my Gurushree’s permission this present day leela and Khel is being made public. It is ShreeNathji’s Love for His bhakts.
ठाकुरजी के भक्त उनकी मीठी और दिव्य खेल और लीला का आनंद उठा सकते हैं।
और लीला मेरे इसी फ़ेस बुक पेज पर आपको मेलिगी। ज़रूर पढ़िए और आनंद लीजिए
Many more Live leela with ShreeNathji can be read on my face book page: abha shahra Shyama.

ShreeNathji becomes my MahaGurushree and makes me His ‘Best Friend’

ShreeNathji LIVE Varta in todays time period with His bhakts.

ShreeNathji becomes my MahaGurushree and makes me His ‘Best Friend’

श्रीजी; “ओके तुम मेरी बेस्ट फ्रेंड हो; मैं तुम्हारे साथ खेलने आऊंगा” .

 

This Divine Anubhuti is from some years back.

We are waiting outside Shreeji Haveli at Nathdwara. As usual we are here sixty minutes earlier then the Mangla Darshan timing. It’s a niyam, with Gurushree, to be present much before the Darshan opens and wait for Shreeji.

Waiting for the doors to open, I try meditating on ShreeNathji. Also some thoughts from an earlier conversation with Gurushree were in my mind. He explained to me how purity of bhao has deteriorated in humans and the shram that Shreeji might be experiencing.

I wondered how sad Shreeji must be today with this loss of devotion. The truth is there as history, how much Shreeji enjoyed playing Live with His Vrajvasis when He Lived on Shri Govardhan.

 

Suddenly I heard ShreeNathji’s sweet and melodious voice echoing inside, as if complaining,अचानक मुझे श्रीजी की मधुर गुंजन सुनाई दी, जैसे की वह कुछ शिकायत करना चाह रहें हैं.

 

Shreeji: “Since sooooo many years this mukhiya only rotates a phirkee. I have become very bored. I run away from here. They do not think of anything new. All tempt Me with an extra Laddoo to make Me do their work. No one comes to just play and have fun with me anymore”.

श्रीजी: “यह मुखिया सिर्फ फिरकी घूमता रहता है इतने सालों से. मैं तो बोर हो गया . मैं तो भाग जाता हूँ. कुछ नया तो सोचते ही नहीं . देखो मुझे लालच देकर काम करवाते हैं .एक लड्डू ज्यादा देकर कहते हैं की मेरा काम करो . कोई मेरे साथ खेलने या मस्ती करने तो नहीं आता” .

Over joyed in this anubhuti, I replied;

I asked Shreeji: ‘Shreeji, if You wish I could be Your friend. I will always play whenever You want; if You wish to accept me as a friend’.

इस अनुभूति से बहुत आनंदित होकर मैंने जवाब देने की कोशिश करी;

मैंने कहा: ‘श्रीजी अगर आप चाहें तो मैं आपकी फ्रेंड बन सकती हूँ, आप के साथ खेल सकती हूँ, अगर आप मुझे फ्रेंड बनाना चाहें तो’

 

I was thrilled to receive an answer, immediately,

 

मैं आस्चर्या चकित हो गई श्रीजी से यह जवाब सुनकर;

 

Shreeji: “Ok, you are my friend, I will come to play with you.You are my ‘best friend’ and you will be the only ‘friend’ I will ever have”.

श्रीजी; “ओके तुम मेरी फ्रेंड हो; मैं तुम्हारे साथ खेलने आऊंगा. तुम मेरी बेस्ट फ्रेंड हो मैं और सिर्फ तुम ही हमेशा मेरी फ्रेंड रहोगी, और कोई नहीं”.

 

And since then He has kept to His word, and made me a part of many Divine Leelas.

There have been innumerable precious moments when I have been graced with ShreeNathji’s Divine Presence and the gunjan (echo) of Shreeji’s Divinely sweet voice, where He talks and plays various leelas. Shreeji has agreed to be my MahaGurushree too.

और तभी से, श्रीजी ने उनकी कही हुई बात निभाई है, और मुझे कई दिव्य अनुभूति का हिस्सा बनाया है. ऐसे बहुत सारे अमूल्य क्षण का हिस्सा बनी हूँ जब श्रीजी की कृपा से उनकी दिव्य हाजिरी और उनकी मधुर आवाज़ के गुंजन से लीला और खेल करते हैं.

श्रीजी मेरे महागुरुश्री भी बनने के लिए मान गए हैं.

(It is like a repeat of the 84 Vaishnavs or 252 Vaishnav Ki Vaarta, in today’s time period).

At times this is the voice of a very young infant; at other moments like an older child or at times an adult talking about various happening.

Maybe Shreeji would actually want to move away and be elsewhere, maybe He actually runs away from the mandir after the first few moments of giving darshans;

He could be spending His day with a few true devotees who keep total love and devotion- bhao for Him.

In fact you will never truly know where He truly is today; as none is close enough to Him.

 

My MahaGurushree, ShreeNathji Ki Jai Ho!

Thank You for Your trust in me, I am humbled..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

ShreeNathji Kripa of His Darshans at Gowardhan

 

“Devotion for me is offering of myself at your feet, Shreeji-Shree RadhaKrishn. Through You I surrender to eternity”.

Shreeji, Aapki kripa hamesha bani rahe

 

As I feel myself experiencing this Divine energy, my whole being gets transformed. Had never experienced such sacredness in any situation before. Beyond the ordinary, the mundane, this flow of such incredible intensity moving is in no way connected to the outer reality.

It’s as if experiencing another world, some different level of reality where all is vibrations colors and energy.

What moves within?

Something just takes hold of me and transports me to another dimension.

It makes me greedy – wanting more and more. In this close experience with the Divine, with existence, it feels as if something is filling me up which creates a feeling of gratitude and a lot of joy. It’s as if I’ve finally found what I had been searching and waiting for.

This is the door for the ‘Bhao’ that I want to be a part of.

It intoxicates me – the flow of such Divine love, I am unable to keep myself to myself- I have to melt away- do away with all the physical boundaries of this gross body and move deeper and deeper to reach the Dot.

The purity, the sacredness of the total experience shows me a new and different way of being. I feel I am floating away carried away into a cradle of love, love and a lot of love. I feel rested, I feel peace and most of all I feel of not wanting to stop this flow and come back to outer reality we call life. As the vibrations enter every pore, each cell of my being, I feel I want to drown totally in this flow, in this bliss.

“Krishn, let my heart be totally pure and mind intent on the goal”.

The wearing of Shreeji’s pujan ‘mala’ at the Mukharvind, and the Tilak  of the pujan at the Shyamkund, stirred up un describable devotion and a feeling of complete surrender and peace – of “belonging”.

Abha doing pujan at Shreeji Mukharwind at Gowardhan. Shreeji Gives His Mukhar Darshans at this moment. Please look closely at this picture

 

 

Such moments of pujan become memorable, I call them soul presence, as there is nothing of the mind and body present at the time of  darshans; it is ourselves, as the true beings in the original identities.

This can only be experienced, not explained, and I guess only possible in the close proximity of one who is the highest in purity and spirituality, which is Gurushree, Sudhir bhai .

ShreeNathji leaves His Haveli Mandir from Nathdwara, as Shreeji enjoys staying with Gurushree most of the time. It is his kripa that Shreeji gave His sakshat darshans from His Mukharwind at Giriraj Govardhan.

Such intensity and Bhao I have never experienced before – such total acceptance of me as myself; as the truth about my true identity.

Jai Shreeji!!

 

Paragraph taken from my book: Zero2Dot.  http://www.zero2dot.org/

A complete website dedicated to This Darshans is coming up soon!

 

 

 

Spirituality-Tool against negative power use

To be able to maintain the normalcy of thoughts and acts, when one has been bestowed the highest of powers over people and countries, or simply earned enough money to control others with his money power, is a huge challenge for any human.

So under these very fortunate circumstances, what does one do to keep a calm, positive, humble, honest attitude in day to day life?

Its only through introspection and practising spirituality with religion to some extent, that a human is able to control negative use of his power and use this power for the betterment of all humans and the planet.

 

Jai Shreeji!!

HUMANITY – Religion + Spirituality

 

Its very easy to talk and preach, write and lecture “Others” on Humanity, Values, Sanskars …

But who actually would be a true humanitarian?

It would be one who practises what he preaches or may be the one just acts out of his sanskars and chooses to not talk or discuss  his humanity, spiritual or religious acts at all!

Like they said in the earlier times,

When you do any act of humanity of charity; it should be so discreet that your left hand  is  not aware of the fact that  your right hand has done some noble deed!!

Empty Human

It is a fact, that no one can give to another, what he or she does not posses;

So also in spirituality, one needs to be brimming with the positive to be able to give or share anything worth while!

Very difficult to find this divine quality in humans, so for this endless joy and peace, one has to turn inward and towards the Divine.

Jai Shreeji!!

Dil Mange More…!

There are a few individuals running the mass intelligence – Marketing is the game of ‘Kalyug’. In the whole of history there always have been a few influencing the whole. The course of humanity depends on who these ‘Few’ are- what is their quality!

If these few; themselves are not peaceful or content; and are so shallow, so hungry – what can they give humanity? An illusion is created making us believe we are receiving a lot, we are progressing – yes progressing I would agree in a limited way – but towards what? –

Loosing one’s humanness? Falling in the trap of greediness?

We have forgotten to even respect nature – the bounties of which we are totally dependent on.

In this time period the whole of humanity is being taken to the summit of materialistic and luxury living –

100% sense pleasures – drown yourselves in them – go deeper in it.

What happens? What do we experience?

As the satisfaction achieved is very temporary, more and more is required for the same results, and the fun part is ‘the more you have the more you want’; the greed and appetites are never satisfied; contentment is never felt for any lasting period.

As the slogan of our times – ‘Dil maange more’, is so apt for the dissatisfaction and unrest we experience in our lives today.

The whole media has been manipulated into creating a demand which is never satisfied.

We are being led to a truth of ‘Jet age gurus’, ‘Instant spirituality’, ‘Quick Kundalini rise’, ‘Immediate peace and better health’ etc -.

             All sound religious – but what’s the goal?

Greater peace, better health, more religion, more knowledge –

all leading to what?

Only so that you can go on living and enjoying the ‘maya’ in a deeper way.

Sad is to see how the youngest of our generations has been influenced by the media towards so much negativity. The ‘Sanskriti’ and religion of our country has become a joke in various social settings. The whole environment has been made so sensual, how can the younger people escape from its influence?

It’s become uncontrollable – as children blinded by what they see and read, go berserk in fulfilling themselves.

The need for everyone is joy that is ever lasting – love that  

 will never fade with time – And of course total bliss and Anand.

 Intellectually, we may even know where it is and how to get there – but how many are able to put themselves in the open for the inner dimensions to be touched by the light?

Taken from my book Zero2Dot:

http://www.zero2dot.org/

 

Call of your Soul

                                                                                Call of your soul

         

                                                             

                                                               Walk your path in faith fearlessly

 “No matter what everyone else thinks or says, if your own intentions are right, do not be afraid – there are moments when you have to follow the call of your soul. If you want to reach anywhere high stop giving unnecessary importance to voices around”. 

“Most of them do not even understand what’s happening; all they’re interested is trying to stop anyone from moving away from what “they’ think is the right way to do things”.

I clarify this, as many have this wrong understanding;  “if one is in search for the truth and depth in spirituality; the person is trying to run away from responsibilities and has stopped caring”.

I would like to state here that “deeper insights and higher spirituality teaches one to become more responsible and develop greater compassion towards all”.

There is a greater flowing of divinity and love, and even being in the close proximity of these seekers a regular flow is always received by all around.

This misconception about true religion and spiritual growth needs to be corrected in the minds of them, who may have understood wrongly.

Without neglecting any worldly responsibilities, I have to move fast. –  I cannot miss the opportunity provided by God to experience the highest peak and bliss – I have to move deeper – I know what I want to do and there will be no human power to stop me from reaching the highest summit of spirituality and God realization.

I can see ShreeNathji smiling at me as I write this.

With His hand on my head like an umbrella, I have all the protection and blessings I need….

Taken from the book “Zero2Dot”. Details on website:

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Desires are never ending

 

Why is satsang important?

Why do we need to be in awareness of our thoughts?

Importance of self control in our lives;

Many moments a guru is required to help us stay on the right track;

Some understanding and answers are provided by Seema Burman here in her article:

 

This has been scanned from the Times Of India; 23rd July 2009.